all for a dare (the sequel)

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i felt good about myself. i moved on from clay and continued on with my life. carter and i got closer as brothers and spent a lot more time together.

clay and carter stopped talking after our break up. i never knew if clay made new friends, seeing he didn't have too many.

yes, i felt bad for clay after hearing what he went through.

part of me didn't though, and that part of me knew that he deserved every single thing that came his way. he was stupid. the things he did were selfish.

except he was in the past now. i didn't care what he was doing in this world. to me he's just a background character that i ignored.

music was something that helped me a lot. whether I'm listening to it in school or at home. it always helped distract me from things.

you know, screaming bruno mars while driving alone at night helps a lot more then you'd think.

another thing that helped me was, of course, sapnap. he would always help find a way to entertain me and make me feel better about myself.

clay was a shitty person, and it was hard to find out that all of what we had was fake, but it was easy to forget about. i wouldn't want to hold on to something that caused me pain.

i had a crush on someone else now. i didn't talk to him, like at all. i would only see him in the hallway.

and fuck, i don't even know his name. the only thing i knew about him was that he was hot. he has short brown hair and dark eyes. i wasn't sure of the direct color seeing i could never get that close to him.

another thing i knew about him is that he was sadly, and most definitely popular. every time i saw him he would be walking with at least 4 people in the hallways.

god, i wish he acknowledged me. the things i would do to at least be his friend, or figure out what his name was. every time i saw him in the hallway i would always listen to his friends hoping they would say it.

fuck, do i sound weird?

whatever.

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the next morning i got ready to go to school. i packed up my bag and made a lunch, which included a couple of small snacks.

after driving carter and i to school i made my way to my first class. this class sucked. thankfully though, i only had to put up with it for another semester before i graduate.

my grade in this class was good as well. i had an A- which is enough to get the credits i need.

to pass time in class i drew a sketch on the back of my paper. once the bell rang, i walked out of class to go to my next. sapnap and i walked in opposite directions.

even though our classes were very close together i still chose to take the longer way. i walked down the halls waiting to find him.

as i turned the corner i saw his head peaking above the rest. he was talking with his friends, laughing.

and his smile, don't even get me started. it was as if the world was lighting up for the first time. you could see his pearly white teeth the second he opened his mouth.