UNFORGETTABLE FEELINGS

Met By Fate

Lovett POV

I walked into the road with all that I own which consist of few cloth, so much few bags and shoes .

Ok to precise two clean jeans trousers, four tops, two skirts, three gowns, two pairs of shoes and one bag.

That is all I own, I am so rich yes I am, the money that is left from what uncle gave me to eat as well as what sabbastian just gave me.

Everything put together cannot get me a room apartment in this country, I wish I had friends. I can co-tenant with but I pushed anyone who cared to come close in the past off with attitude.

So here I am on this street; not knowing where to go or who to turn to with all my worldly possession.

My greatest problem is, I did not collect Matt's number the day we met, I was called off in a hurry by that witch, for no just cause.

I remember he wanted to give me his number it would have been easier now, I would have called by now.

I how I think someone I met once will be so kind as to help me in this situation; is beyond my imagination.

Only my mind is on an auto replay of "all I need is see him." really I have gone crazy, but I can't blame me? he said I can count on him if I have any need.

I want to believe he was serious when he gave that invitation because my life now depends on it, I know I have gone mad but believe me I am desperate.

I can't imagine what will happen to me today if I do not get a place to hang my head before the sun. I know it won't be nice

Can you believe I have gone in search of Sabastian before I left the house promising to give him my body if he will let me stay

At first he has said he does not want damaged goods but then I had made him understand how his father will never descend that low.

He had believed me saying he could understand why his mum had to lie to him

He looked at me and I watched as passion rushed back to his eyes but with the shaking of his head he cleared it off.

"I can't help, really I can't the only friend I have is already fucking her" he spat that out like a bitter drug. "and we are no longer friends I which I have a place I can keep you but I don't"

I saw the sincerity in his eyes, he was truly helpless. I felt dejected all over again.

"Don't you have friends, just think of somewhere today even if its a hotel I will think of something tomorrow" with that he turned away and I had to leave

I do not want a one night fix, and to be candid I do not trust my cousin that much, he might be torn now but how long till his mum win him over with lies again.

I am better off on my own with brings me back to that guy I met on the street and back to this feeling that all I need is just to see him.

To think of it, I have felt like this once before now, I was much younger then, seven years to be precise.

My dad had gone to work and my mother had gone out on a date.

I was playing with my room keylock and all of a sudden half of the key broke into the lock.

I got frightened when I drew out the broken half and I felt trapped. I screamed but none of the house help came running.

I sat down close to the door and cry afraid that I can't ever get out again nor could my parent get in to help me because I had destroyed their only means of accessing me.