UNFORGETTABLE FEELINGS

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We stood up immediately after Math paid the bills, in case you are wondering if I felt ashamed letting Mat handle all my bills at this restaurant, then let me save you the sweat, the answer is no.

I am not ashamed of the amount of money he spends on me, I can't pay for both of us; I am not making money at all, he makes plenty of money so let him spend it.

I have been indoors for over a month now and I am totally ready for an outdoor adventure 

I know I am not independent and I'm not trying to claim one, I know most believed a woman needs to be independent or something, but you all know independence does not come free, 

Let’s face the fact it is good to have someone take care of your every need.  

We left the restaurant with me walking  with my head held high and shoulders squared while Mat looks like he is just tagging along and sometimes will look at me and just smiles.

Just as we all know that these high feelings do not last for very long, especially with Tod like me trying to play princess, my shoe chose that moment to that give up on me. Just as we walked through the gate. 

The heels of my shoes practically ripped off my shoes and I found myself on a long journey of kissing the ground 

I gave a loud shout as I thought my face or ass was going to kiss the ground, but Mat steadied me almost immediately but my action had already dragged so much unwanted attention to me.

I looked around to see as people who were either going in or coming out of the restaurant abounded their task and are now tuned to me as their favourite TV station.

I felt so ashamed, wishing the Earth could just do me a big favour by hiding me under.

I should have known better than ware fake and cheap shoes at a five-star restaurant, even fools know better. 

The slippery ground is specially made to expose fake shoes, dragging both the sole and the heels in different directions, ground there will tell the difference and tear my heels out just to show how fake I was.

"How do you feel?" I heard Mat say but I couldn't look up, I felt so embarrassed, that were my last Shoes bought by the witch, all others had given up at one point in time.

My uncle blessed with his memory had offered to give me money for cloth and shoes one day at the dining table.

His wife had quickly jumped into our conversation with the offer of going to get the shoes for me

My uncle had said that will not be necessary as I am old enough to do my shopping 

She made a big deal of the whole thing and in the end, my uncle gave her the money for the shoes and cloth with the fact that I must be present when she shops for me.

She agreed and took me to the cheapest market in town, here I am in this shit, I do not know why I chose this shoe today Mat had bought me several others yet I chose this rubbish.

In my defence I was doing colour matching, these shoes are the exact shade of blue my dress is 

I can not bring myself to look at Mat I'm sure he felt embarrassed too but is trying hard not to show it 

He lifted my face with one finger and looked directly into my eyes. I tried to lower my eyes but he will have none of it.

Don't be embarrassed you are not the one who made the shoes," he smile and I let smiles creep up my face and lighten it up. 

To my surprise, he lifted me off my feet and carried me to the garden area of the restaurant I did not even know exist.

He placed me on a seat, taking his time to arrange my gown, his hand moved slowly as he straighten out my dress.

I felt a chill run down my backbone, and I marvel at the kind of control he has over my body. I am sure he does not know.

If he knows, being the male he is, he would have exploited his options with me, I must say I am a bit afraid to give myself to him.

These feelings I developed this past few weeks, two weeks to be precise. it just rang a bell in my heart one evening after fantasizing how I will enjoy him taking my vCard.

All the ideas I had were from the books, I have read and believe me when I say I have read quite enough to run me through a lifetime.

You will think this is a good idea until you have too many ideas conflicting in your brain, like 'it was too painful I can't even work for serval days to it was heavens.'

All those did not unravel me like, 'he discovered I was a virgin and didn't talk to me for a long time.

or he won't even look at me again the instant he knew I was a virgin.'

I knew for those females in the story, the real guy usually comes after a nasty breakup because of virginity.

I think I like Mat, I think I am in love with him. I am not sure though I am not feeling all of the things the books I read assured me I will feel. 

The things I feel are enough to keep me awake through the night lately, I do not know why, but I know that I would kill to have his hands on me just the way he is touching me now.

he stood straight all of a sudden dusting his hand.

"I will be back shortly," he said walking away and leaving me to nurse the absence of his hands on my lap.

He came back a few minutes later on a bike with the Commercial bike rider, they were packed so close to me. 

He asked me to hop on the bike, I tried to gather my gown together enough to mount the bike but I had difficulty doing that.

To my surprise he demounted quite too fast for me to know what he was doing. he raped my gown around me and place me gently on the bike.

I repositioned myself quickly to have the bike between my legs the shifted position to make more space on the bike to accommodate the third person on it, 

This gives enough space on the bike seat for Mat to be very comfortable, while I am been sandwiched between him and the commercial bike rider. 

He gave the Commercial bike rider an address, and the ridder nodded and summed off. 

The sudden movement got me so red that I did not at first know who to hold on to so I struggled but Matt's protective hands came reassuring and I settled around him peacefully. 

I looked up to see that the ridder was parking in front of a store, and shoes and wares were on a large display.

Matt was the first to jump down the bike, then he helped me down, or should I say practically carried me down. looks like his new hubby is carrying me around.

placing me gently on the ground he paid the fare, then again into the store hurriedly.

Humiliated I stood looking at  the ground, some moment later, he returned with a black shoe much more expensive than the one I was wearing, I'm sure it was not going to pack up on me anytime soon.

Surprisingly Matt went on his knees and help me fix the shoes on, all my life apart from my mum no one ever treated me this way. He came up slowly then said 

now that wont pack up anytime soon.  But I can also always pick you up so easily.

Shyly, I thanked him and I wonder what I would have done without him.