I headed back inside where my mum waited for me to tell me that the dinner is ready. On the table I didn't really know how to explain that I want to go on a trip because my mum is since two years ago very afraid of losing me again. ,, Mum there is something I need to discuss with you!" ,, What is it honey?" ,, I want to go on a journey with- eh I mean alone!" ,, Shion are you sick?! You would never travel by yourself! Is something going on something you can't tell me?!" she always assumed I would be in danger if I addressed the topic. ,, No mum everything is fine.. but a friend of mine asked me if I want to join him and-" ,, Do you know him in person?" ,, yeah" ,, Do I know him?" ,, yeah" ,, Can I trust him?" ,, definitely" and so it goes like an hour she asked me every possible question that came into her mind. ,, MUM! Stop it I'm not 12 any more I'm going to be 19!" she shocked stared at me I just realized that I never raised my voice against her. ,, Mum please I'm sorry I didn't want to yell I jsut-" I got into stuttering as she quietly said ,, Tell me his name and you can go.." That was kind of a surprise for me ,, It's rat.." ,, Oh why you didn't told it from the beginning of this conversation?" ,, Well I had something like a guilty conscience.." ,, Why dear?" ,, This girl I told you about is in reality no one other as rat.."
She stayed quiet I thought she would be disappointed from me or even disgusted.. ,, So you like or also love boys? Since when Shion?" ,, No It's not like that I would dat- I mean love every boy or man but he gets me so flustered sometimes and when I think back in time I get butterflies in my stomach. Is it not that what you told me how you felt about dad?" ,, Shion that something completely different as-" ,, NO ITS NOT! WHY SHOULD IT BE DIFFERENT?!" I yelled at her again damn it.. I ran out of the house and sit down in a silent corner. Now she won't let me go, am I not right? I noticed how I started to watering and that I cant avoid those feelings of mine.
I must have been probably fall asleep I think.. Well my head hurts very much and it smells like a wet dog here. Wait a sec! Wet dog? Am I by the dog keeper? But how should I have come here? I tried to open my eyes but even if I had it done the room was dark, I could hear a voice nah not really a voice but a little snore. Only now I noticed that I was laying in my bed.. probably mum saw me and picked me up.. I hope she isn't that angry at me any more. I heard a little crack and again.. and again now I looked up where it came from, someone was throwing little stones on our balcony glass pane. I got out of my bed and opened the pane as my look wanders down I saw a black covered person who as he saw me ran away. I really didn't know how fast I was but I tried to catch up to the person which randomly throws stones on our house. At the old tulip-park I was fast enough to grab his hood, I tore his hood of his head. A man with white hair came to light just like me ,, YOU?! Why did you do that?" ,, To warn you!" ,, about what?" ,, Rat isn't himself any more he is blinded from the innocent world, but actually a great war will come in the future." I stared at him with panic in my eyes, I still was holding his hood. ,, Wh-what do you mean?" ,, Love or Hate, Friend or Enemy, inside the wall or outside.." I remembered that day..
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,, No. 6 or me which will you choose?" I shocked looked to him, he was looking down on me with such a cold-heart-face. ,, Shit I'm late. My managers gonna be pissed. Mama's off to work now, be a good little lamb and watch the house. If a scary should come along, then don't open the.." Rat said it with his theatre enthusiastic. But I got really pissed ,, DON'T LOOK DOWN ON ME!" ,, what was that?" he turned his head around, he must have been surprised that I contradicted him. ,, I said don't look down on me." came from me while I glared at him. ,, you always have to take a sides Love or Hate, Friend or Enemy, inside the wall or outside." I repeated it whispering and then I got an Idea ,, Cant you consider a third option?" I spoke out loud ,, Third option!?" ,, Exactly all we have to do is destroy the wall! Just get the rid of it!" I explained my idea ,, that defense wall?" ,, yeah if we get the rid of that wall, the place known as No. 6 will cease to exist all together! Everyone will be able to come and go as they please!" He burst out in laughing while I got mad at rat why is he never taking me serious?! ,, is it that funny?" he responded ,, Indeed so funny I could cry. Your not just an airhead, you're downright delusional! What're you going on about third option that's just lip service." Is he kidding me right now?! Why have all to be black and white in his world? ,, Nezumi I'm being seri--" ,, I'm through with this!"
End of flashback
,, Why do you know this lines? And don't give me a riddle again I want information now!" ,, Calm down mhm two years ago just a few weeks after the reunion someone captured him >> What the hell?! How is this even possible if it's not his plan?<< they gave him really hard drugs and now round about a week ago he got the task, to take you with him so you would be a object for some kind of drugs too." Where did he get the hole information? Is it true what he is telling me, but even if why did he mentioned a war? ,, Well its kinda hard to believe sir but even if your telling me the truth why their would be a war?" ,, The war inside of you >> whaaaaat?<< willing in to be with him or loose him forever.." ,, And why not saving him?" he stayed quiet for a few seconds ,, for saving it's to late even if the drugs broke his body and head, so you can't say there is still rat inside its someone else we don't know..."
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If several ways.. No.6 Nezushi FanFic
FanficIt's been two years since the wall came down and Nezumi disappeared. Shion is now working on school books and helping his mother in the bakery, but one day he suddenly stands there, but he no longer looks the same. And then the secret tip that the w...