venti comforting trans/nonbinary reader

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(Copied from my other book)

dunno if I'll actually post this or nah but atm I need affirmation or whatever word it is for my gender and I can't find anything so I'll just make it myself
Also venti be my comfort character

(Ayo I can back to this just to add the epic venti pic because ye, it totally ain't my pfp on discord)

Warning! : Basically dysphoria and stuff and it can just be very eh so yea. It might not help for you so proceed with caution.

Also btw I didn't check of spelling mistakes I jsut needed to get all this bad feeling out of me

Y/n was just going for a walk around mondstadt when suddenly they felt bad. Really bad.
Y/n : "Why now?" You said.

Thoughts about how you looked and how you acted started to fill your mind "you look fem/masc" "you're just faking it" "it obvious that you are biologically female/male"

it's those stupid thought again. Why did they suddenly appear? You knew it wasn't true. But still it hurts. It's just hurts so much.

Tears were threatening to spill. Why does this hurt so much. Why did you need to suffer like this. At the moment being burned by fire seemed better than whatever this is.

And there's the tear. And the second one.and the third.

They kept spilling and spilling.

??? : "Y/n! What happened?" A familiar voice called out.

You heard someone approcing you quickly. But you didn't turn around. You didn't want to be perceived. Not right now. It just hurts.

You knew it was venti who approced you. Of course you knew it was him. He's one of your best friends after all.

Venti : "hey y/n, do you want to talk about it?"

You hesitated to answer. But you knew that you couldn't jsut sit there crying in the middle nowhere. So you nodded.

You didn't say anything tho.

Venti : "you don't need to say anything right now just take your time okay?"

There was silence for awhile.

Until you spoke.

Y/n : "am I really trans?"

Venti didn't really understand what you meant by that. You could see it from the confusion on his face.

Y/n : "w-what if I'm just faking everything.."

Y/n : "what if I just wanted attention or jsut thought it was cool or wanted to be special or or or-"

Venti : "you are trans, y/n."

Y/n : "but what if I'm not and jsut faking it"

Venti : " if you were I don't think you'd cry about it or stress about it so much"

You stayed silent for awhile.

Venti : "you are valid and so is your gender identity."

Y/n : "but I don't look-" you muttered before venti cut you off.

Venti : "and? So what if you don't look like *insert whatever stereotype look*. That doesn't make you any less valid."

Y/n : "but-"

Venti : "you. Are. Valid. No matter what your brain tells you."

You guys stayed silent for awhile.

Venti : "hey y/n"

Y/n : "hm?" You said in a soft and kinda sad tone.

Venti : "you are really brave

Y/n : "what do you mean.."

Venti : "well...
You are really brave for being yourself even when you brain disagrees for some reason."

You didn't really know what to say so venti continued.

Venti : "even tho your brain disagrees you know you are trans and even came out! You are so much braver than you think. You really are amazing and valid and loved of course. And it's totally okay to sometimes not fit the stereotype. It's just a stereotype and honestly far from accurate."

At this point you were tearing up again. But not out of sadness. You don't really know why. It wasn't really out of happiness but still it felt good in a way.

Venti : "aw, come here. You are okay with a hug right now right?"

You nodded. Venti gave you a big hug.

Venti : "there there (or their their- sorry I needed to make a stupid gender neutral joke- anyways I'm gonna go on-)

Venti : "there there, it's okay to cry. Just let it all out okay?"

You cried for awhile into venti's shoulder.

Y/n : "thank you.." you said

Venti : "no problem! You needed help and I am your friend. Remember if you ever need anything or jsut want to talk you can talk to me if you are comfortable with that!"

End

A/n
Man I feel much better after writing that-
I probably won't puplish this but if I do
I'm sorry for the spelling mistakes and also sorry if it wasn't good-

A/n but very much later
Hhhhhhhhh dysphoria is back at it again and I'm impulsive so imma post it I'm sorry to people-

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