I AM NOT A MONSTER

WHY ME????

SERENA POV

Ash....., I whispered while tearing eyes..........why ....why I was so stupid...if I gave some chance to ash for explaining on that day then......maybe he also......but it does not matter now ........ohh ash .plz forgive me it was just a misunderstanding...I  loved you....only you until my.......... death

FLASHBACK

finally !!!.finally!!!.finally!!! I did it I finally won the grand festival and become the hoeen princess and goes one step closer to my real dream........... Ash, only thinking about him my face is started to turn red due to blush....hey SERENA, may shout, Ahhhhhhhhhh may don't scare me like that, hahaha sorry for the- WAIT ARE U BLUSHING, may say and I realized the blush is still on my face, WHO ?? ME not at all I am not blushing, I said while trying to defend myself from my teasing, oh come Serena you know you can't make me fool like that.......are you thinking about .....Ash arent you, may say and a huge blush appear on my face, h..ow d.id you know, ohhh come on Serena is in it obvious the way you talk about him and the main reason is.......your blush, .its.not .......like that, I said while shattering from embarrassment, that means you don't have a feeling for him ...thank god....because he already has a girlfriend, WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, as soon I heard those words from my mouth ......my.....heart .......like...attacked by lots of daggers .my word is destroyed after hearing this, HAAAAAAAAAAA I am just kidding Serena HAAAAAAAHAAA, MAY !!!! DONT EVEN DAIR TO CRACK THIS TYPE OF PRANK ON ME, I shouted at may ahhh I am going to kill this girl, why? , may say with an innocent face, BECAUSE ASH IS MINE AND MINE ONLY, I shouted but ...suddenly realized what just I said, yahoo look like my plane work ........don't worry Serena I know he is dense but I am dam sure he also loves you back and soon he confess to you and you will become.....MISS KETCHUM, may say and my face turned red because of this comment, MAY!!!, I shouted, HAA just kidding Serena anyways we all are waiting for you in the award ceremony so come soon, may say, ok may I will, 

(after some time)

Announcer- good morning ladies and gentlemen today we all know why we are here....so its time to present our new hoeen princess............................SERENA 

as soon as I hear my name I start walking towards the stage for collecting my award. then I see may standing with my award wait............that means ohhh no calm down Serena don't be nervous. with that, I reached the stage and collected my award, so Serena I have a request for you.............by looking in your eyes I can say that there is another reason behind your happiness can you tell us what the reason is, ahhhhhh that girl what should I do .what should I do......maybe telling truth is the only solution now,  Yes there is another reason behind my happiness, what reason, may be asked, it's because ....AFTER BECOMING THE HOEEN PRINCESS I BECOME MORE WORTHY FOR HIM AND ONE STEP CLOSER TO ARCHIVED MY REAL DREAM after my statement crowd goes wild excitement all of them are seem happy for me..............but my mentor has a serious expression on her face after hearing my statement I don't know why ....well whatever I think she is sick ............after award ceremony I head back to my room crashed into bed and thinking about ash I wonder what he doing right now........oh ash I miss you so much, with that I draft into a deep sleep 

next day

I woke by the door knocking sound then I looked at the watch it showed it's only 4 am and I groaned in frustration, who the hell is on this time, I got up from bed and opened the door  and see.............................may, MAY WHY ARE YOU HERE ....YOU DESTROYED MY SLEEP, I shouted at her, Geez chill girl why are you so fired on me I only destroyed your sleep wait.....are u dreaming about ash, may say and I was shocked how did she know, w...hat no, I said while shattering from embarrassment, then why are you blushing let me guess hmm.......are you dreaming about you and he becomes a married couple, I was shocked how did she know about my dream, MAY!!!!, HAAAAAHAAAA anyways I am here because I have some news for us, may say, what????, I said with a curious face, well .........you know today is hoeen league finals, may say and I realized reality is I don't interested in the pokemon league after kalos league because of ash, so what, I said, well you and I are invited as a special guest, may say, so can go may I am not interested, I said ahhhh I only want sleep and dreaming about ash, well I am invited by only officials but you are invited by both officials and planero, now I was confused why she invited me and also she seems not happy when I mentioned ash on stage..well whatever I need to go after some time, after taking bath I dressed up in my formal clothes ........with blue ribbon on my hair. after that, I head out to the stadium with may........after we reached the stadium and I see the match already started............. it's between steven............................and Alex steven battling with his mega metacross and his opponent with his mega swampart both are battling with his full powers ........but in the end, Alex won but............... after his victory Alex gave me a strange type of glair ......and I don't know why that gave me very bad vibes and planero have also an evil type smirk on her face. after some time award ceremony is also completed so I decided to head back to the hotel. suddenly planero called in her stadium offices so I also decided to go but when I reached her office .....Alex was also there throwing smirking at me this gave me very bad vibes........, hmmmmmmmm planero why are you calling me, I said, well Serena meet my son Alex, I was shocked after hearing this, WHAT HE IS YOUR SON,   yes I also want you to DATE HIM, after hearing this the land of under leg got slipped I never this from planero, NEVER ....NEVER IN MILLIONS OF YEARS, I shouted at her she has no rights to control my personal life, may is asked why planero asked me BECAUSE I ONLY LOVE ASH AND I AM ONLY FOR HIM NOT FOR ANYONE ELSE, I shouted at her, ENOUGH!!!!!! Serena come out from your dream world and live into reality .....look at yourself you are the hoeen princes now and soon u will become kalos queen and other hand talking about him ... losing all leagues which he completed leave him Serena he is nothing just a pathetic time pass ........though your self Serena if you dating Alex then how much you gained your popularity, I just smiled at this, why are you smiling, they asked, ....due you think I choose popularity and money over ash............. ASH IS MORE IMPORTANT TO ME THAN ANYTHING I CHOOSE ASH ...ASH...ASH AND ONLY ASH BECAUSE HE IS MY DREAM, I shouted at them with my full emotion, hmmmmmm ok then I have other ways .......see this, said planero while showing me a type of PLA card, what's this, I asked, its a placard ......in short words I have my hands on pla, I was shocked after hearing this, if you don't date with my son then through this card I canceled ash licenses and I show him as a cheater in front of the world after that he NEVER ABLE TO BECOME POKEMON MASTER, I was shocked after hearing this while with tears in my eyes, no....p...LZ...d...don't...do...any...thing ..to...h..im I will do whatever you want, very nice, planero said but in my mind, only one thing is rotating

ASH PLZ FORGIVE ME