Chain Reaction

The Past

Part 1

Yup...This is happening...

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My life hasnt been a good one so far... My parents hate
me, abuse me, and would rather buy Cigarettes than food for the house. My sibling count is three sisters and three brothers, Im the youngest. I dont have many friends, although people say that thats a good thing, I would disagree. The life and social status at school is pretty much the same, im a looser who gets bullied and doesnt fit in anywhere. I am completely worthless so yea...

I know people are going to call me stupid and a 'emo' fag and all, its already happened, but I have attempted suicide multiple times... I got through it so far...

Im not religous or anything, but I like to learn, so I go to a Christian church. Its every Sunday and Wendsday (Youth group)

Durring summer vacation, on a wendsday I was going to end it... The plan was to go to youth group, and hear the last lesson, say bye to my friends, come home when my parents were sleeping, wait untill my brother crashed, then finally go out to the lake and The end. It was solid, Flawless, and over all Failproof

But what actually happened was completely different.

I got ready and played league of legends untill the van came to pick me up...

I remember it being a boring ride and when we got there everyone was crazy. I got out and walked inside hugging a coupple friends. I walked to sit down and somebody cought my eye.

It was a guy with black hair that covered his eyes. He had a jacket, baggy skinny jeans, and an eskimo hat. His friend said something to make him smile, his teeth were sharp and jaged... I dont know why but that made me smile too. Even though he was sitting down he still seemed tall. I really wanted to know him.

My friend Emily pulled me to our seats towards the middle and we sat down listening to the announsments. "And were going to take a trip over to the water park. You can come, if you want a ride..." Our minister kept talking as Emily leaned closer to me "I bet Eridan would have fun there Wonk*" I started to blush instantly "D-dork" Honestly I dont like eridan that much but the thought was great.

"And that wraps up the announcements... Ill let the Highschoolers go and get food first" Patric said as abot half the room stood up. Emily helped me up and we jumped around the room like little kids. I turned around to see the boy leaving, and like a hopless puppy I followed.

I saw him again as I was passing through talking to more of my friends. He was smiling again... and I was too. He made me smile every time I saw him, but I didnt know why. He fixed his hair under his hat and I could see his almoast void, brown eyes.

Eventually it was time to go back into the sanctuary, then outside to play a game.

It was like tug o' war but with running...?

So I kinda sorta ended up right in front of him ...
I couldnt stop smiling

He was wearing a pokemon bracelet that is so cute. The only bracelet that I had was black with two mini-belts and studs.

I was freaking out and I had no idea what to do. The firts thing that I said made me slap myself later.

"I really like your bracelet!"

I said with the most genuiene smile I could pull off. He smiled back.

"Thanks, I like yours too."

'uh... say something quick so you dont just look like a retard...'

"Do you want to trade?" I asked him.

"Yea shure"

I took mine off and he did the same. I put the bracelet on and he was struggling to re-do the buckle. I ended up helping him and we both laughed.

"So whats your name?"
-again with a smile

"Its Lue"

"Lue." I repeated to myself.

"Look me up on facebook."

"Okay." I replyed

"Time to go back inside!" One of the church ladies yelled, and we walked back inside.

He motioned for me to sit by him and I did. His friends from earlier were sitting two rows up.

Am I that revolting?

Durring the speech we were whispering back and forth. We had alot in common actually.

"Okay west rout get outta here first!"

People walked out and Lue's friends surrounded him again and I sat on the floor facing towards him. Surprisingly he was still paying attention to me.

"Your hair is so fluffy!" He said, so happily. I was cought off guard and he took off his hat and put it on me. At first it covered my eyes.

"Nu..." I pouted pulling the hat down more. Hoping that he didnt see me blush.

He pulled it off my head and fixed it. My hair still covering my eyes, and of corse, he moves it.

"Why do you hide your eyes?" He asked while moving my hair. I moved back quickly.

"Why do you?" I retorted. We were quiet for a moment.

Eventually we were on our way out the door after they called North and South rout.

Sadly I was on South, and Lue was on North. So we couldnt talk on the way home.

"Message me... Okay?"

"Okie" I smiled and waved as he got on the van, then I got on mine.

Everyone else on our route poured into the van. I looked at the time as Masyn sat in the very back and Chris sat next to her. Krissy layed on my lap.

"Whaaat?! Manx and Lue? No way he's mine!!" Maysn yelled at me. She was always so mean to me...I still think that shes cool though. I ignored her and sat there thinking about him the rest was a blurr untill I got home. I said bye to everybody, and ran inside.

Jumping on my computer i looked him up. I spent five minutes searching...

Found him.

Lue Wolf

Went to Broadmill highschool

Works at Krusty Krab

His profile picture is cute too.

+Added Friend

M:'Hey'
L:'Haio'
M:'Whats up'
L:'ya know nothing much cx'
M:'I like your smile'
L:'I hate it xc
but I like yours'
M:Yours is better :p'
L:'but my teeth are all fucked up and yours are perfect cx'
M:nu...

We went all night just complimenting eatch other on different things and talking about our likes and dislikes. Eventually I crashed and woke up to stupid school. I came home every day happy to just talk to him.

~"Come to church sunday too!" Honestly I needed to see him again. "but-but old people" He said and we both laughed. "What about them?" I asked still giggling. "We are going to get there old people coodies and there saggy titties. Its like the apocalypse." I couldnt stop laughing. "We can look at them and bet on whos going to die first...?" I sugested and he laughed "Okay." a second passes. "I have to go... See you tomorrow?" I asked "If I wake up early enough" he chuckled a little. "Set an alarm" I said wit a little bit of a wine. "Okie". "Baio". "Bai".~ I hung up the phone and went to bed. Welcoming my nightmares again.

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Sorry, But im really bad at spelling... so please tell me if I messed up anywhere.