** Natalia in the media** 😻❤️
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I pulled out my speakers, locked my door & blasted "If I Die Young" by The Band Perry. & cried. I then thought "I don't wanna be here anymore" & started walking towards my balcony.
Justin's P.O.V
I was in total shock & definitely had to go find Natalia, first to apologize & second to tell her she's suspended for a week.
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Justin P.o.V
On my way to Natalia's house I was trying to think of words to say to her. I mean I care for her but I just met her so I don't owe her an explanation but then again what I did was a straight up bitch move soo .. 😕
As I pulled up her driveway, my palms automatically got sweaty and my mouth dried out but I swallowed my pride and walked up to ring her doorbell. But, I stopped in my steps when I heard music and sobbing coming from her balcony window.
I walked to the side of her house and saw a loop of rope hanging from her balcony and the end of it tied around her neck. She was sitting on the banister getting ready to jump and I swear my heart skipped 50 beats & my body tightened up (in a bad way)
"Natalia !! Noo don't do it! Please!" I screamed.
"I'm useless what's the point. Just let me die!" She wailed.
"Please baby it doesn't have to end this way"
" Pleeeeeeease .. you don't even like me I was just a pity bet .. I HATE YOU!"
"Man please don't do this ! It's not the right way !" I cried out.
" I hope u see all the pain you caused me in one fucking day .. But just answer this one question .. Did you ambush me and send those pictures?" She asked " if you answer it truthfully I won't jump."
I contemplated on telling the truth but I couldn't have her hate me any more.
" No I would never do that to you !"
"YOU FUCKING LIAR!!!!!" As she yelled that she was about to jump when someone came up behind her and pulled her down. I just stood there frozen completely numb and in a cold sweat.
I heard her sobbing upstairs so I quickly ran to the door up to the stairs to what I'm guessing is her room and saw her in a ball crying on some boys shoulder, I think it's that playboy August.
"Just go man you already fucked with her head enough..." He said scowling me.
"Just let me-" I started.
"Man get the hell out of here!!" He yelled.
I then hesitantly exited before I closed the door the last thing I heard was "why did he kill me inside like this?"
I slowly walked to my car and before I opened the door I punched my backseat window causing it to splatter all on my backseat. I then got in my car and raced back my house.
As I entered my house I was all of sudden greeted by the lady who was old enough to be my sister.
"Hay Jessiee!" Said my dad's girlfriend, Cassie.
"It's Justin now leave me the fuck alone woe." I said stomping up the stairs.
As I entered my room I slammed my door, turned off my light & sunk myself in my bed.
How could I be so dumb? I fucked up a girls self esteem by one stupid deal! I was disgusted that I ruined the love of my lif- woooah.. No no no I DO NOT love her. I mean I just met the broad two weeks ago. Is it even possible to fall in love that fast? Well it did happen in Titanic and Pride and Prejudice but naw not with Justin Dior Combs ... HELL NO! But I do know I need to fix this before I get fucked up in the head..
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