We Are Divorced, Ok? [English Translation]

CHAPTER 92

Song Zhixi grabbed him and dragged him back into his arms, and whispered in his ear, "I am afraid of spiders because of..."

He still can’t say it. The pain that he has forgotten for a long time. I don't want to recall it.

Zhou Han also felt his pain in his arms, he was afraid, he was afraid, and there was an unforgettable wound in his heart.

So he unconsciously hugged him, and softly said in a soft voice, "Don't be afraid, I am here."

Some pains can only be relieved by speaking, but it depends on who you say it to.

Song Zhixi felt the warmth given by Zhou Han. He hugged too tightly. He hadn't felt it for a long time, so warm embrace.

Starting from the memory, he knew that he was a superfluous item that no one wanted, and he was abandoned in an orphanage in the capital.

It is said that it is an orphanage, but it is actually a combination of a nursing home and an orphanage. Anyway, it is a place where people concentrate on those useless extras.

Because he has been beautiful since he was a child, he is liked by the caregivers, and he is also much smarter than his peers.

But his character is withdrawn and he doesn't like to talk. The more praise he gets, the more jealous the children next to him.

The children who grew up in the orphanage are not taught by anyone, so they don’t know what to respect, what morals, or what qualities they want. They only want to be happy.

Sometimes they bully the elderly in the yard, but more often, they bully the person who makes them the most jealous and withdrawn.

Being beaten is already the most common routine. He was only four or five years old at the time, and he couldn't resist.

Repeated insults, and were thrown into the abyss of darkness again and again, and there was no light.

What's even more exaggerated is that they also caught those spiders in the yard, tied him up, and placed them on his face, body, head, ears, mouth, nose, and eyes.

Seeing his painful struggle and crying, laughing forward and back together.

When the nurses knew, they scolded them, and there was no more preaching or even punishment.

Although the caregivers here took the money, they at most took care of their duties, and nothing else.

There are too few people in this world who really care about someone who has nothing to do with them because of their interests.

Fortunately, when I grew up later, I had the ability to protect myself, and I was never bullied again.

However, the younger you experience the darkness, the easier it is to bury yourself in the deepest layer of your heart, and make your own personality indifferent and ruthless.

The heart is cold and hard, but the surroundings are too cold to feel the warmth.

And the most fortunate thing is that when I was 23 years old, God still gave a beam of light, but I didn't see it at that time, or the ice around me blocked the light.

"I have to be you, because... the light you gave was too hot, and it melted away the ice wall that I had frozen to protect myself for so many years."

All his experiences were told to him, and he finally let go of the darkness at the bottom of his heart.

"No one can do it, even Bai Jiuruo failed to do it... He has been with me for so many years and never dared to approach me. If I say rejection, he never dares to insist on second. all over."