lovelorn ; kokonoi hajime

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y/n's pov

"how about this dress? i bet this would look good on your curves." fumiko stated as she grabbed the maroon spaghetti-strap dress that ends just right on my mid thigh.

"isn't that yours?" i asked as i apply a mascara on my eyelashes. "wouldn't that be a little tight and revealing for me to wear?"

fumiko playfully rolled her eyes at me. "you talk as if we don't have the same size. come on! this dress would make you look so hot that everyone's eyes would be on you and don't you want to seduce your boss?!" she exclaimed earning a flying slipper from me.

to be honest, i do want to dress a little extra today. is it bad if i want to look hot for my boss for the day? or will i be able to attract him if i dress like this?

who am i kidding?

akane's the only girl he ever thinks about.

there were a lot of times that we had a sexual tension between us. however, we just tend to act like normal about it as if it's just an accidental acts. perhaps, kokonoi just likes to play around while i just play dumb with it.

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a shitload of paperworks were placed on top of my table the moment i arrived in my workplace. it isn't new but surely, being kokonoi's secretary is too much work but i can't really complain about it since he's paying me a good amount of money.

'i might need caffeine because of these.' i sighed and placed my totebag under the table.

i went out of the office to go to the coffee station wherein i found kokonoi making one for himself.

"good morning, mister kokonoi." i muttered and gave him a beam in which he replied with his smile that never fails to make my heart flutter.

i proceeded to the counter and make myself one.

unexpectedly, the cups were already placed on the top shelf and considering how small i am even if i'm wearing heels, i just know for a fact that i wouldn't be able to reach it.

on the other hand, kokonoi is still in the room with me and it's a little embarrassing to ask him to grab one for me. after all, he's my boss and i'm kind of prideful. i have no choice but to jump as high as i can so i could get one.

i was about to do my third jump when i felt a hand placed on my waist as the person gets the cup for me.

"sweetheart, you should've just ask for me." kokonoi whispered in my right ear as he pressed himself more too close to my body that i could feel his bulge on my ass the moment he placed the cup on the counter.

i couldn't help but to let out a soft moan when i felt his dick pressed on me. i immediately felt the pleasurable sensation arousing my pretty cunt. how come such a little thing like this makes me so wet?

to my surprise, kokonoi turned me around so i could face him. his infamous smirk playing on his lips as he tucked the some strands of my hair behind my left ear. he leaned in to place a gentle kiss on the side of my neck and swarm of butterflies erupting the pit of my stomach from his sudden act of affection.

"didn't know that a pretty girl like you could act such a slut." kokonoi whispered once again in my right ear that made my knees go weak.

he detached himself away from me and walked away with his coffee as if nothing happened. before he could even close the door, he flashes me his smirk and a wink to make myself even more flustered with what occurred between us.

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"that's what i'm talking about! your boss will be all over you and you've gotta update if you're getting fu—"

"oh my god, fumiko. shut the fuck up!" i said as i slapped her mouth.

i stared at my reflection in the mirror and i'm flabbergasted with how i look; the way that the dress hugged the frame of my body as it  perfectly complimented the curves and cleavage is literally having its show but just enough for it not to be too revealing.

"woah, i've gotta treat you something for this." i exclaimed as i turned my glance at fumiko.

"yeah, you better." she replied.

i still wore the blazer so i wouldn't get too cold and just to stay lowkey with my outfit since i don't really want to show off that much.

when i arrived at work, almost all of my co-workers were eyeing on me.

"girl, you look so stunning with that outfit." aiko said as she examined my whole body.

"didn't know you're this hot." ryujin added.

i smiled at their kind comments, "thank you."

the day continued as usual but i don't really have that much paperworks to do since i almost finished it all yesterday. now, i'm just waiting for kokonoi to call me up.

a few minutes had gone by when i felt my phone buzzed indicating that i have received a message from someone.

meeting's finished. meet me in my car.

with that i grabbed my purse and hurriedly went to where my boss is.

"woah, dolled up for the party?" he asked and a playful smirk plastered on his lips as he eyed on my cleavage.

a blush creeped on my face, "no, my sister just insisted on choosing my outfit for today." i reasoned.

with that, he opened the passenger side's door motioning me to get in. a smile and 'thanks' escaped from my lips.

kokonoi also got into the car and starts the engine once the two of us were buckled up with the seatbelts.

none of us dared to speak which i'm glad since i can't get over the fact that he looks so fine today with his designer clothes that he's wearing. his whole appearance just screams wealth and handsomeness. no wonder why all girls wanted the piece of him.

first, we arrived at rosie's flower shop to get the bouquet of chrysanthemum he ordered yesterday.

"the two of you could make such a great couple." the old woman in the counter said.

"oh no, ma'am! we're not dating." i explained as koko just let out a chuckle.

we went back to his car and even if i questioned him where we'll head to, i knew he would be visiting someone's grave.

akane's.

"today is her death anniversary." kokonoi said as he let out deep sigh.

i turned my gaze at him, "you miss her, don't you?" i asked and nearly slap myself because the answer's too obvious.

"yeah." he stated; his eyes never leaving the road.

"i'm pretty sure she misses you too, boss." i said and with that the atmosphere surrounding us were in silence again.

"do you want to go with me or you'll just stay here?" kokonoi asked since we've arrived at the sanctuary where akane's grave is.

"i'll just wait for you here." i said giving him a grin as i handed him the chrysanthemums.

once he left the car, tears started to rim in my eyes which gently wiped off because the mascara would smudged if i let the tears escape.

of course, it's still akane.

i'm too stupid to even think about him liking me for once just because of how good i look today.

even if i turn the world upside down, it will always be akane that's beautiful in kokonoi's eyes.

i am just the girl who works for him — his secretary that he likes to play around with.

i can never compete and that will always be the case.