*SIGH*
"Lalim, Pre ha." Napatingin naman ako sa kanya and gave him a half smile.
"Sino iniisip mo? Sila o siya?" He continued.
Siya..oo nga pala.. Napailing ako habang nakangiti nang maalala ko yung taong naging malaking dahilan kung paano at bakit ako napunta sa maliit na probinsya na 'to. And realization hit me.
I almost forget about her..
"SIla.. I'm just wondering if they still want to see me agin..or if they still looking for me.." And I looked at him.. He's looking at the small quadrangle in front of us. Anyway, we're here at the bleacher, nagpapalipas ng oras. Wala nanaman kasi si ma'am.
"Hm. I'm sure they are,Pamilya ka nila eh" He encouragingly answered not looking at me.
“I don’t think so. They just see me as a big, big disappointment. You know, they’re a part of music while I hate it. I love arts but for them it was just a waste of time. Ba’t kasi ang unfair,eh. Bakit din a lang nila ko suportahan..” I said bowing my head and smiled bitterly as I start to reminisce about my past.
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“Why can’t you get it?! It’s just basic!! What’s wrong with your foot?!! It’s just like this!! “ And granny do “it” again. I know I can, I just don’t like doing it.
“Now, do it again!!” granny shouted and I just groaned. Did I mention that we’re having my “ballet class” with her?
“I can’t believe you! Are you really from my blood?!”I frowned when I heard it, again.
Granny walked out of frustration and I can’t help but to smile..bitterly.. And look up to prevent some liquid trying to escape from my eyes..
Yeah, I’m different from them…
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Xhian snapped that made me come back.
“Here.” As he handed me his hanky. My eyebrows knotted when I look at him.
“AMpanget mo umiyak,eh. Kaya tahan na.”
“’Di ah! Pinagpawisan lang mata ko!!” Pagpapalusot ko.
Damn it!.
“Yeah, Yeah. SAbi mo eh.” He laughingly tease while shifting his gaze back to the court.
“Balik na nga tayo sa room!” I said, frowning.
But he remain sitted.
Problema ne’to?
“huy, baka anjan na –“ he cut me off.
“Seriously, who are you?” I stiffened when I look at him. Shit. Did he knew something?
“anubey~ what’s wrong with you? I’m Hunter! “
shit. I silently cussedwhen I felt those little drops in my forehead.
“sounds like French,huh.” Shit.shit.shit.
“Hahaha! Hey! You looked so tense! I’m just kidding, kiddo!” He said laughing softly as he rose from his seat.
“do you really wanna know?” I seriously asked.
Tinitigan nya lang ako na parang kinakapa kung nagbibiro ba ko o hindi.
“I know you’re not a simple student. Just tell me if you’re ready.” He finally said after checking my face.
“Thanks.” I smiled in relief.
And we headed to the room.
Sino nga ba ‘ko?
I’m just the stubborn child of Europe.
