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The love that breaks my heart

The day is ending. I could feel my heart breaking. Each time, I started to walk away. I still dare to look at your way. I’ve been hiding this feeling for so long though I can no longer prolong this feeling anymore but still, I keep on holding on.

I hate what I feel for you but it’s true that I don’t want to lose you. I want to tell you how I feel. I know this is not for real. I don’t even know if this is love or maybe it’s just an infatuation. But it keeps breaking my heart, slowly tearing my world apart.

If I could turn back the time, I won’t commit this crime.

Before it was not my burden but now it is all of a sudden. I want to be near you but I have to stay away. I must end this craziness though it will cause emptiness.

This love no longer brings me happiness. It’s now the reason why I have this sadness. This sadness that I can’t take away like it’s now part of my day.

Now, I believe that I am a coward. I admit that I want to move forward. I treasure whatever we had, the friendship that I want to maintain so bad. I rather not have you than lose you forever.

But there is nothing that I can do. I will just continue enduring the pain. Maybe, I will just let this love subside. This love that only breaks my heart.