Some Works

Too Late...? Part 2

I felt something strange when I read her message.

Feels like my heart is aching.

Can't understand it but I know it's breaking.

Been so long since I last saw her,

I won't deny it but I think I'm missing her.

Her voice

Her Laugh

The way she tease me

How she annoys me everytime she's around

Her non-stop text messages

Her phone calls that I always missed

Her stories and jokes (she never run out of them)

How she tried to like everything that I want(though we're totally opposite)

How she criticize every boy that I used to like (yes, I'm a gay)

The way she looked at me

The way she smile

Oh, God I really am missing her

After all this time

All I ever wanted was

To be with her 

I tried to reach her

But she's nowhere to be seen

I even found out that her number is out of reach

I don't know why, but I feel like she's staying away from me

Now I wonder, don't she ever want to see me again?

Months passed by

Still no calls

No text

I haven't heard anything from her

Many things happened.

There were changes in me that I never expected

And It changed my life forever

Until I passed by this old place were we used to hang out

As I walked in to the room.

I saw that friendly face I've been dying to see

There she was, sitting next to this boy

I knew they were having a good time

'Coz they look so sweet

I never knew how much I missed her until I saw her

I want to hug her but I can't

Because of this boy sitting beside her

I smiled when she looked at me

But disappointment eaten me when she suddenly turn away

Out of this curiosity longing

I tried to approach them

Destroying their little privacy

With just one hello I started it all

She obviously looked annoyed

Until she stood up and walk away

I run after her to ask what happen

But she ignored me pretending that she heard nothing

To make her listen I said

"If you don't talk to me I will kissed you"

She faced me with fierce look

She started shouting at me

Telling me how much she hated me

I couldn't blame her I know it was my fault

What I did was wrong and I regret that

I started to feel uncomfortable

As I felt all eyes were on me

" I hate you, I hate you, I hate you"

Then she stopped

I was surprised too on what I did

I found myself touching her lips with mine

PAK!!!!!

I felt that as I let her go

I was hurt, she slapped me

I'm sorry....

I wanna tell her

But I saw her walking away 

I stood there frozen

Can't think of what to do next

Will I run after her again?

Should I tell her how I feel?

What should I do?

I felt this hot liquid forming behind my eyes

I still want to make things right

I want to let her know how much she means to me

I want to let her know how much I love her

But I don't know...

If everything is too late...