Gangland 3 [L.T.]

Cut

Cut
[kuht]

1. To penetrate the skin

2. To harm

3. A scrape

4. Emotionally or Physically
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Songs for the chapter:
Give you what you like - avril Lavigne

Hush Hush - Avril Lavigne
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RECAP: (LOUIS POV)
"Louis, I've been where you are. The drugs will come above everything else in your life, including me. And I cannot take care of you, not when I struggle to take care of myself." Her voice cracks a couple of times, I think she wants to cry too but she's holding it together for me. Or maybe she just wants to seem like this isn't killing her as much as it's killing me.

"Harley, please-"

"No Lou. Go, now. Please." She looks down, unable to look me in the eye

"I love you Harley." I plea

Her eyes widen, shocked by my words.

"Get out." She pushes

"No, I love you!" I raise my voice

"No, the drugs are talking. You're desperate, not in love." She shakes her head

"Do you really want me to go?" I ask

She nods her head.

"Look me in the eyes and tell me that and I'll leave now." My own voice cracks

Harley raises her head, looking into my very soul.

She gulps and sighs "I want you to leave, now."

I nod my head before leaving the house. Before I reach the door I can just make out the faint sound of her cries.

*4 Months Later*

HARLEY POV

It's been four months, 112 days, 2,688 hours, and 161,280 minutes since I made Louis leave.

"Okay, I have breakfast with Brylee. See ya kid!" Doc yells from the living room

"By Doc!" I shout back from the kitchen

Doc moved in with me after Louis left, well he isn't technically moved in but he sleeps here most of the time unless he's with Brylee and a lot of his clothes were already here from when he'd always get blood on his clothes from fixing someone up so he'd use Tony's clothes and Tony would wash Doc's clothes but always forget to give them back.

I've been taking classes at BSU, just a couple so I can graduate. DSU wouldn't take me back and it's probably better that they didn't. I haven't talked to anyone that has anything to do with Rogue besides Brylee and Leo, but Leo isn't in Rogue so I don't count him.

Leo comes over every other day to 'check' on me, but we usually just end up watching movies or going out to get food. I wonder on a daily basis what Louis is doing but I need to focus on myself. And what I want to do with my life. I spent all last semester worrying about Rogue and Louis and Harry that I went as far as dropping out of fucking college. I only attended one softball practice for Christ's sake! At least now I am free to do as I please.

I still haven't heard from Bell, not since she tried to kill me anyway.

I huff, this house gets way too boring without Doc home.

I stand up from my seat and go up to my room to change.

I throw on a black and maroon crew neck that says 'Unathletic Club', light skinny jeans, and black on black converse. I put on dark sunglasses and let my hair fall in beach waves down my back.