Oh, baby, you gotta stop I see that you're calling I told you that I ain't picking up I know that you wanna start
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'Cause we got our problems I love you, but I just need tonight off It's getting pretty deep in the AM And I should go home, but I'm staying I'll be sleeping on the cold floor tonight, oh ____________________
I hope you'll understand in the morning That this is just my problem that I'm solving Yeah, I got a lot of stuff on my mind
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meanwhile Xiaojun looked at her state and cried, his face scrunched up with his nose running, his body sweating with his doe eyes bloodshot and puffy. Tears stained his face as he continuously inhaling to keep the snort in. He tried speaking to comfort her but his voice cracked and become incoherent.
Yangyang forcefully hugged, as she protested " PLEASE LEAVE ME, THERE IS NO POINT YANGYANG, JUST FUCKING LET GO. " she kept on repeating. Time passed her body felt tired and throat sour, she eventually gave in. Xiaojun joined the hug as they all cried in each other's embrace.
" Yangyang, Xiaojun i really want to die, i don't want to do this. ", Byeol said as she pulled away from them still in tears
"i want to leave, i want to die.", Byeol cried out, "it's so hard, we are all gonna die and i don't want to see either of you leave, it hurts too much."
"stop it", said Xiaojun " stop saying this shit"
" you are not leaving me, and we are not leaving you either", said Yangyang
"but we all know how this is going to end, there is no fucking point.", said Byeol " stop trying to make this situation better, you both know it, stop being fucking annoying.", Byeol remarked
she was always scared of people and her loved ones leaving, she built a wall around her because she didn't want to let anyone into her life cause she knew they would leave and it would hurt. When she would sense that the person is leaving her, she would try to make their relation worse, she would constantly try to fight so when they would leave, it would not be as hard. She would shut her feelings off and act like that person did not mean anything to her, it was her habit.
" why the fuck did you agree to this huh?", said byeol
" stop trying to push us away, i know you damm well, it's of no use, we would love you nonetheless.", said yangyang
" byeol, i know it is hard but trust me shutting and pushing us away, it won't do shit.", said xiaojun
"the other's have left us, and i know we are going to die soon too but let's just try to make these last moment not as painful", said xiaojun
