Your Love is Killing Me • [H. Rindo]

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I didn't want to bother about Rindou anymore, but it's too late.

I started to feel nausea and missed periods, so I decided to take a pregnancy test. Two red lines were shown.

If I didn't find that he was the perpetrator, maybe I would hit him lightly and say "How dare you make me pregnant before marriage," And he would hug me and say, "Well, it's a sign for you to marry me now," Then proceed to put the ring on my finger.

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I texted Ran that I'll come and visit Rindou. He said that he'll come at night. Then, a car with dark tinted windows was outside of my apartment. The driver wasn't Ran but a guy wearing a tuxedo, it seems like Ran is busy with his work again. The driver let me in the back seat of the car, and drove me to their place.

The dark sky was filled with stars in the background and the full moon was bright and round.

When I arrived at his place, no one was there even Raina or his father.

"All of them weren't at home, only Rindou is at his room, here's the key in case he has locked the door," The driver handed me the keys and walked away. No one dares to get near to him after he locked himself in his room.

I went upstairs and to his room, tried opening the door without using the key. "Fuck off, I don't wanna eat or anything," Rindou said in an irritation tone.

I did not listen to him and unlocked the door afterwards. When I opened the door, pieces of broken glass were splattered in front of me. I stayed still and trembled. When he realised that it was me, he immediately ran over to me and stepped on some broken glasses. He was ecstatic, he hugged me, and tears came out instantly. "Babe, you finally came,"

He was originally a delicate man, he became like another person now. His room was a mess too, blood was everywhere.

I told him that I'm pregnant.

When he heard it, he swept away all the glasses on the floor and let me sit on his bed.

He place his cheek against my stomach and said, "Let me take care of you and the baby from now on,"

"I planned not to keep him," I said quietly.

His expression froze instantly, and was a little flustered. Then he took a stack of contracts from a file that was placed on the table and brought all of it to me. "Let the child stay, just sign all of the contract of real estate and stock,"

He was paranoid, Rindou held my hand and forced me to sign those contracts. When he was in a hurry, the pen suddenly fell to the ground, and the sound instantly awakened us.

I picked up the pen, played with it, "Rindou, I can forgive you since you are the child's dad. But what about Raina? I want her to pay the price,"

Rindou's face turned pale for an instant, "My mother gave birth to Raina and died. My dad and Ran didn't have time to take care of me and Raina. Since I was young, I always took care of her,"

"Raina has never seen her mom since she was a child." Rindou touched my stomach and looked at me. He tried to find some sympathy in me, trying to make me feel soft.

I pushed away his hand and showed a stern smile, "If you don't want to then I'll find Koko, since he's okay with taking care of me,"

Rindou's face showed painful struggle and entanglement. He hugged me, "No..don't.."

I didn't speak and waited for his answer. Silence, for around ten minutes. During that silent process, Rindou held my wrist tightly, but I didn't say a word when it was really painful.

Afterwards, he trembled, and his eyes were red. He seemed to have finally made some decision. Rindou bit his lips firmly and said bitterly, "c/n, don't leave me,"

"From now on, I will only have you in my life,"

I hugged Rindou. His face was on my shoulder, he was still shaking slightly. I stretched out my hand and gently patted his back. I can feel my clothes getting wet, he cried.

This is the first time Rindou stayed overnight in my house after we broke up.