Your Love is Killing Me • [H. Rindo]

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I arrived at Koko's house. I asked Koko to find someone for me to abort the child.

    Koko showed a shocked face and asked me hesitantly, "Are you really not keeping this child?"

    "Do you still like me? If you do, I'll abort this child and we'll stay somewhere Rindou couldn't find us." My words are shameless enough, but he looks delighted.

    He sees me as a haggard rose, a dim white moonlight, and a broken ceramic beauty. He couldn't wait to take me to his side to fix it and satisfy his "love" for me.

    Koko found a doctor from overseas for me. The baby was almost formed so the baby could only be abort.

    As the baby was taken out of my body, small and bloody. A baby that could have grown up and stretched out his tiny hand and waves to the world.

    But now, the baby was wrapped up together and left the world silently.

    My heart broke into pieces. I thought that my heart was as strong as an iron, but when I saw that baby, I still cried hysterically.

    I heard Koko was communicating with the doctor far away in a foreign language that I understood a little bit, saying that I might not have children in the future.

    When Koko walked back to me, he didn't say anything about that. Instead he wiped the teardrops that are still hanging in my eyes, "y/n, I'll find somewhere for us to live in another country and I'll marry you,"

    I fulfilled his wish and I told him that I wanted to be with him. I looked at him with full admiration.

    We stayed somewhere far from Tokyo to avoid Rindou knowing where my location is at. Koko told me that after I left, he became like another person. Not focus on his work anymore.

    I didn't ask much about him. Koko seemed worried that I would sympathize with Rindou and go back to find him again.

     I grabbed his hand, "Don't mention about him anymore,"

    When I said this, Koko's eyes started to have tears on it, he stretched out his hand and stuffed my hair behind my ear.

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    During one midnight, Koko wasn't able to come back home due to being busy with his work. I blocked all of their contacts and went somewhere that I've decided to go. And decided to be a teacher over there.

    Even if I can't have any children anymore, I'll treat all of the students as one of them. Take care of them well, not bullying each other at all.

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    Three years have passed, and I became an elementary school teacher that is far away from the city. Although the children's study habits aren't that acceptable, they won at being obedient.

    Occasionally, I heard teachers discussing the recent news.

    "Hey, did you read the news? Hajime Kokonoi's company recently donated two million yen to every school under a name that is same as yours, y/n"

    One of the teachers then showed me the article.

    In the news, Koko was wearing a white suit and a tie I once bought for him.

    "There's also another news story about a wealthy man, he builds a huge playground and named it 'Nozomi', I think his name is Haitani Rindou? But before the opening ceremony starts, he was found dead in his own house,"