Yoongis pov
Y/N and I were sharing a room which would be good for me to spend as much time as i had left with her we just decided to stay in tonight due to extreme tiredness, which we all know how i like my sleep, alot we all headed off to our rooms to chill for the night, we had gotten sorta settled in and laid down and decided to watch a movie, i looked at Y/N she looked so peaceful, it made me feel worse about what i had to do. We started to watch the movie then she gave me that look i always melt into she leaned in and our lips connected into a make out session, she reached for my shirt and i took it off leaving her to take hers off as well she reconnected ours lips and things progressed from there soon i was hovering over her asking her if she really wanted to do this she shook her head yes, sure we had had sex in the past it just wasnt a normal for us because we wanted to be safe and she never wanted to ask her mother to go on birth control to avoid a lecture, once we she adjusted to me everything felt so right sex with her always felt right like she was the only girl i was ever supposed to be with and i knew, we had always been sure to be careful tho, after i finished she looked up at me and said she loved me i just smiled and kissed her forehead she got up to shower and i just sighed this was gonna be a hard 2 months.
skip to next day
Y/Ns pov
today we were going to the beach with the guys, we had arrived and the guys ran straight into the water acting like them child selves that was one thing i loved about them they could just have fun wherever whenever never a dull moment with them i swear we spent the rest of the day just chilling at the beach with each other which is how we would be spending most of this trip just chilling here with each other
skip to end of trip
Yoongis pov
The day i had dreaded for the last 2 months had finally approached i was a mess i couldnt do this but i had to, i had to chase what i wanted as she did to she wanted to go to dance school be a lyricist she had to chase the education she needed to, she would be staying here a couple days after us just to spend time with her father so she wouldnt have to have the awkward plane ride back to Bussin with us which tho it sounds shitty i couldnt be able to face her after what i was about to do, in the last two months we had spent everyday with the guys and with each other made love countless times and grown closer now here i was about to tear her apart i hated myself for it the guys knew i did too but they also understood, we had about an hour until the cab would be here to take us to the airport and i would see her for probably the last time ever the guys were just chilling in the living room while i pulled her into what was our room to talk, we sat on the bed and i grabbed her hands and turned her towards me she smiled and said what is it Yoongs god just the way she was so happy she could sense something off with me i knew it i sighed and started talking y/n i sighed again i really had a fun last two months with you everything has been perfect youre perfect but there is something that is weighing on me and it is gonna hurt you and me the most for being the one to do this, im so sorry i really but listen the guys and i were offered an amazing opportunity back home BigHit signed us on as Trainees we are going to be in a boy group.... im not gonna be able to go to college with you the way you had planned once i was done speaking i looked up and saw her face drop a little then a slight smile formed thats okay Yoongi we can still make it work its not like im going far from college, i sighed and grabbed her hands once more, no y/n i dont think you understand.... we have to be done you and i, i cant put you thru the heart ache of never seeing me and to be signed we cant be in any sort of relationship to hold us back, i truly am so sorry i never wanted us to end or to do this to you, i wanted you to be my only the last the everything but i have to chase what i want and so do you, and we cant let each other hold us back, not that i would ever consider you to be something holding me back but they strict and i cant be with you pursuing what i want for my life, it sucks its awful i feel awful mainly because i am i really am im sorry y/n with that V came in and let me know that the cab was here i couldnt look at her i closed my eyes and gave her one last hug and a kiss on the forehead, i was heart broken but i couldnt imagine what she was feeling at all i had just let my love slip away
Y/Ns pov
I could not believe what just happened i was speechless and heart broken and most importantly i didnt even get to tell him before he left....
