Yoongis pov
we were in the studio still recording and thats when Youra wanted to sit on my lap i was dumbfounded almost i mean she and i had hit it off and got along but i didnt know she was that comfortable with me i lifted her up and sat her down so she could watch Hobi rap i was in awe, this was my first time being this close with my own child whose mother still neglected to tell me about but it was okay i was sitting back and waiting for her to do so, the time would come i just knew it, Youra smelled exactly how Y/N used to like strawberries it was almost nostalgic really, i looked back up to see J hopey still rapping it up and i turned over to Y/N who was wiping tears away i sighed and put my hand on her shoulder asking if she was okay and gave a slight smile and nodded, i wandered if it was because of Youra and I or if more was on her mind i wanted to ask but i didnt want to upset her furthermore, i focused back on Hobi as he was recording his final line for the final time we had already ran thru it a couple times it was getting late but i still had my verse to go i could hold off if everyone wanted to call it a night i had already had a pretty good day and we had gotten further than i even thought we would, working with Y/N was almost effortless and i loved that about her she always was trying her best no matter what, Hobi came out of the recording room and shot his signature smile and said can we just be done for the day i went to shake my head yes when Y/N piped up and said if you guys wanna go you can ill stay her and help with Yoongi's verse with that she bid Namjoon and Hobi goodbye they exchanged hugs and walked out leaving her and i in there i turned to her and said that if she was ready to call it a night and take Youra home it was okay and we could pick up where we left off tomorrow she shook her head no "at least go in there and record thru your parts one time at least, i know you really wanted to get it done today" i smiled at her and took the headphones and walked in tho i had sang in front of her a million times before it was different this time..
Y/N's pov
Yoongi walked into the recording room and i smiled at him and gave him a thumbs up and started the track i wanted to stay over with him tonight because i knew he really wanted to work on this track and get as far as we could and i mean i did sign up for this right, Youra jumped up into the seat he was sitting in eariler as we he began to rap she was almost memorized watching him do what he loved as was i, i've seen him sing and rap a million times before but it was different watching now after so long almost as if he perfected his craft and with all the practice he has had over the years im sure he did, i couldnt take my eyes off of him as he poured himself into the verse when he started in on the verse i really took in his lyrics and they almost got to me a little bit it had been a very emotional day too boot
Suga's verse
There's no such thing as beautiful goodbyes
So just begin now
Woo take it easy, slowly carve out my heart
So that regret, regret, such a thing will no longer be left
Please burn up my heart that was torn into shreds
So go on and kill me without hesitating
This is the real you and this is the real me
Now we've seen the end and not even resentment is left
I've woken up from the sweet dream and I close my eyes
This is the real you and this is the real me
he had finished his part and hung the headphones up and walked out of the recording room i hadnt taken my eyes off of him the whole time i stood up and gave him a hug the first time id been that close to him in 4 years the first time i had breathed his scent in in 4 years, the first time i felt safe in his arms in 4 years. i came back to reality and told him it was good to go and he didnt even need to record again tomorrow i looked up at him it looked like there was something he wanted to say something he wanted to ask but he looked away and thanked me letting me know that he would be back in to start editing tomorrow i nodded as he grabbed his jacket and his hat and started to walk out the door of my studio then turned back around and sighed
Yoongi's pov
she had just hugged me it felt so right i missed this so much i missed us everything it made my mind go blank tho i was unable to think of what to say what to do anything really so i kept it short and started to leave just like i always did, but i stopped myself remembering my conversation with Jungkook i had to try that was when i turned around and asked her to dinner she smiled and said of course, with that we shut the studio up together she grabbed her stuff and i helped Youra with her coat as she was gathering up her stuff, once she was done we walked out together Youra in between us asking us both to hold her hands i smiled to myself, i never thought id be a dad but i was more than ready to be now
