Yoongi's pov
i had just heard life changing words come from Y/N's mouth, i have a child with her and she never told me because she wanted me to succeed with my life i looked down and walked away i was in utter shock at this moment in time, how could Y/N not tell me ever in the last 4 years i had abandoned her and why did she have to run to Jungkook and tell him first, why couldnt it be me what was so much better about him tho i will admit he was pretty easy to talk to he just sat there and you could spill anything you wanted to him i wanted to run in there the moment i heard that but i couldnt i couldnt let her know i was spying she would only be more upset with me i could imagine, i walked back to my studio and sat down i was at a lost of everything words, thoughts, emotions all of it i had been so selfish i didnt even take the time to ever check in with her once i wish i could go back and be there from the start be there by her side, raise this child i had just found out about with her from day one and on but i had waled away from it to make BTS and myself what we are today. I sighed and looked up when there was a knock on my studio door i got up to check the door and there she stood with the song lyrics in her hand and the little child my childs hand in her other i smiled at them and invited them in Jungkook following close behind them, i really couldnt believe he was going to act sorta fatherly to a child he just found out was mine tho they still thought i had no idea i wondered if she would tell me when she would tell me and if the thought ran her thru her head or not, i needed to know and well i deserved to know as well, breaking me out of my thoughts she cleared her throat and handed the lyrics back to me and said she really liked the song and arranged it all together for me, i was surprised at how quick had gotten this done i was almost skeptical if it would even be good or not we hadnt really had anyone but me writing for us recently due to people not being able to keep up with the growth and talent we had i sat down and reviewed the lyrics and the way she had worded the song and i was almost blown away the way she made it flow i had sorta given her this song bc i really didnt think she would be able to capture the emotions i felt writing it, she did tho after reviewing i looked up at her and smiled and said not bad she returned with a smile and said yeah ive always kinda been better at writing lyrics then you and she let out a chuckle i smirked and said as if, it was this i missed the most the silly little times wed mess with each other and joke around i was so busy creating this lavish life for myself i never once considered having some one by my side for it, but knowing what i know now she would be by my side soon enough i just had to get it out of her first, i sighed and sat the papers down and looked up at Y/N and then looked over at the child, "so who is this Y/N?" she shifted i could tell it made her uncomfortable having me ask he this
Y/N's pov
We were all in Yoongis studio laughing like old times and thats when he asked who Youra was i shifted in my seat and replied "this is my daughter Youra" i smiled down at her i really was so proud to be her mommy, then thats when he asked it "are you still with the father" i sighed this had always been a tough topic bc Youra always always asked where her daddy was or who he was i had given her Yoongis last name of course i mena after all it was her father, i sighed and said "he has bigger plans then me and i couldnt let us get in the way of him achieving the goals he had his life planned out to be successful and i couldnt take that away from"
Yoongi's pov
a single tear ran down my cheek by the time she was done talking i couldnt believe she hid this to keep me on the road to being and idol she was so selfless i wanted to screen that i knew she was mine but i couldnt bring myself to do it i needed her to tell me because she wanted me in their life's i needed her to need me
