troubled.(ON HOLD)

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Media| Talon

Chapter five| We are some fucked up kids.

There I was, walking down the halls of the shitty place they call school with everyone staring at me. Harry, extremely confused asked what was up.

"I may or may not have blasted at Ashton." I shrugged

"What." he asked, sternly

"He was being a fucker so I just let it out." I explained, in a matter-of-fact sort of way

He sighed, "Guess that good student thing is out.."

"Yup." I smiled

He shook his head and left to go see the fuckboys he claims are his 'friends'.

I flipped off everyone that stared at me and went to the field to go under the bleachers. I took a seat against the wall and sighed. I took out my flask and took a large gulp of the toxic inside.

"Starting that habit again?"

I turned around and saw Talon.

"How'd you know I used to drink?" I asked

"Your brother told me." He shrugged

"Of course." I sighed, taking another gulp, offering some to Talon, which he gladly accepted

"We are fucked up." I stated out of the blue.

"How so?" He asked

"Well think about it, we are nothing like the stereotypical high schoolers. They're all falling in love, singing about how much they love life and loving they're football allstar boyfriend or they're cheer captain girlfriend, while we're here drinking whiskey under the fucking bleachers and my brother is probably smoking with his shit tard buddies outside of the school, Ashton is probably fucking some girl, then getting to school late just so he can blame it on his foster parents so later on instead of getting detention like he should, he's all happy about life getting another fucking tattoo for girls to squeal about!" I ranted

"I guess you're right. We are some fucked up group of kids." Talon nodded

"Okay for your information, I'm not 'fucking some girl'." a familiar annoying voice came

I turned and saw Ashton.

"What do you want you piece of shit?" I asked, angrily

"I was gonna have a smoke but now I'm intrigued." He smirked

"Well, I'm gonna leave before I miss 1st period." Talon said casually leaving me behind.

DONT LEAVE ME HERE YOU SHIT !!!

As Talon left, Ashton grinned at me and took a seat next to me, taking the flask from my hand and taking a huge gulp out of it

"So what do you want?" I asked, annoyed

"I would like to know why you got all bitchy." He said flatly

"Why I got? Oh no sweetie, I've been a bitch, you've just never noticed." I pointed out

He gave me a confused look.

"You see, you think your life is shit, but really, it's not. My life has been hell. I thought maybe if I moved here, everything would be okay, but still today, I'm haunted by all the shit that I've regretted and all the shit I wish never happened. So in your eyes, yeah your life is shit but in my eyes, you have the best life someone could ask for. I'm a bitch, but there's a reason for everything. I just decided to not be a bitch, but of course not all things work out." I said