My Life

The Truth

Did I end up actually going to the concert with Eric?  No.  He...well him and his friends, even my "friends" were all in on the mall scam.  I found out through my friend Alex, the one that moved to Canada.  He was really close to everyone at our school.  Emily and Tori ended up telling me too...but Alex was the first.  They wanted to warn me but they didn't know in time.  I truly had no friends, except the 3 farthest away.
Eric.  He was the cause of it all.  My friends that I had at school for backup, well didn't like him and they helped start crap.  They didn't like me hanging out with him.  He was a douche to them...but they never told me, and I didn't find out til it was too late.  I felt so bad.  I found out the day I went back to school.  April 17th.  As I walked into the doors, everything seemed misplaced.  Nothing seemed right.  Something was pushing me, telling me to turn back around and run home, run far far away from this place.  But I stayed, thinking it was just nerves.  I saw Eric.  I smiled.  He started laughing.  Then I noticed who he was standing by.  Wow.  I couldn't believe it.  Then everyone that saw me started laughing.  I tried running out.  Justin blocked me, picked me up and carried me to Eric.  Eric shoved me into the wall.  Calling me fatass.  Calling me a b***h.  Calling me ugly, repulsive, terrifying, troll-like, even something I never wanted to be called.  And he knew it.  He called me a parentless-bastard.  That drew the line.  I didn't cry.  I just took it and accepted it.  But first I may have punched him in the face, broke his nose, and walked out the building.  Whoops.  Sorry I had a twitch.  I seriously told him that.  Everyone was filming it anyways.  I got expelled.  Yep.  Actually the best thing to happen to me.  Later on.  My grandma told me we were moving.  She couldn't stand it here anyways.  She wanted to move back to where she lived before.  Liverpool, England.  She wasn't from there but she lived there for a while before she had kids.  I couldn't move there...so...we made a deal.  If one of my real friends could house me, then I didn't have to move with her...the only thing is...I wouldn't be able to talk to her for awhile.  She was the last family member I really had...I didn't know what to do.  I made my answer.  Good or not...I had to make it and accept it.
Emily.  Tori.  Or Alex.  Who to choose?  Who to ask?  I choose the one I knew the longest.  Alex.  He was my like toddler best friend.  How could I pass that up? Plus I've always wanted to move to Canada.  Soooo why not?  I'm so glad his parents let me stay with him.  If they didn't...I wouldn't know what to do because honestly Tori and Emily already had a full house...I would be forced to move even farther from my friends...and we all know I'm not good at making them either.  Truth is...I used to like Alex before Eric...yeah... But...then...he moved so I thought it wouldn't work out.... I still do sort of like him...well now in my life I already have my own family.  Truth is...  Find out in the next few chapters.