I was born in the year 1946 September 2nd. My Mom named me Lillian but my father liked to call me Lucifer after the devil. For Lillian sounded too close to lilith satans bride
Althought my father had no room in his heart to love any of his 17 children he did love to smoke and watch sports games. So he always brought some of us to games. But he was a whore , cheat and drunk he was always high and our house always reeked of bourbon and smoke.
I on the other hand paid no mind to my father i played oustide instead following the shiny flying lights into the forest. I always found bones and flowers they amazed me and wonder always filled my head. I once found a dead cat and its blood was warm and smelled like copper and pennies anything that wasnt home was comforting. Until blood was at home then id stare at anything with blood like it mean nothing. It was worthless in my eyes and it made my eyes grown dull and the beast inside me always opened its eyes but only for a short moment as id look away and move on.
Anyways i loved myself back then i had eyes of emerald green and short hair black like obsidian. I was very pale but you could often see my red nose rosey cheeks and brital red fingers. I was happy until my mother thought it best for me to leave for the day came when she found my shiny rocks , flowers , bones and teeth under my bed in a box. She knew my father would have none of it and strike me dead so she send me away to the men in white.
Thats where i am now im 17 and warmed by the ivory padded walls the surrond me every day when i awake. I wish i was in the forest still collecting items and putting wild flowers in my hair. But im not in a fantasy anymore im in a living hell, and theres no way im leaving here alive.
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