"Silver is my color only when you're eyes look at me." ~The Author
Over the past five days we couldn't stop, we went from fucking to drawing to eating and then fucking again. We continue to be skin to skin as if one of us would leave. I knew she was scared I would disappear and never come back, after all just the day after we found each other again she thought I had left her alone in bed.
Over the past week I drew everything about her. The freckles surrounding her nose and cheeks, the brown green eyes I love, everything I even drew her in my shirt which now was all she even had on.
It was getting cold now since it was October and the weather outside showed it, from the backyard of the house you could see fog even if it was almost four in the afternoon.
Now I was watching a movie with Ivy just laying together. Last night I gave it rough, had her up till two in the morning but shit I already wanted her again. I had been frustrated for the past six years and now I became obsessed with her being even her soul.
"I want to go for a swim. Want to join?" She asked getting up from her spot of the couch.
"It's cold outside Avalon, you'll get fucking sick." I argued. Pulling her by the waist I let her sit on my lap. "It's the hot tub."
"I don't give a fuck." I let out a grunt as she moved her hips on my erection, she set her thigh on either side of me and moved back and forth on me.
"You're not getting what you want Ivy." My hands down making there way in her ass the soft blanket on her hips.
"Mhmm." Her lips kissing down my neck to my chest which thanks to her come off a few hours ago when she was trying to get more comfortable, her words not mine.
As much as I wanted her around me again I can't let her be sick, the night I left I didn't actually leave I watched her as she got home and cried and for the rest of my life I'll fuck myself over that night, I won't let her get sick or even hurt.
"Why go outside?" I sit up questioning her.
"I want you to fuck me outside," she kissed my neck a few more times till I let My head fall backwards.
"Fuck okay."
I'm fucking gone. I'm a fucking hypocrite.
Once I picked her up and set up the hot tub on the back patio, turning the hot water on and letting both of us inside she just set on the other side glaring at me.
"Scared D'Angelo?" I smirked at her and open my legs and lead back pushing my hips up. "You should be the one scared Galantí," she spoke and slowly pulled off her shirt and shorts off.
She moved closer and closer till she was in front of me letting her hair fall on her shoulders from the bun it was in before.
Fucking end me now.
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Lost in Darkness
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