"I don't want the truth even if it hurts." ~The Author
The song is knee socks by Artic Monkey—>"Enzo, you can't just do this you can't just walk back into my life after everything. You hurt me, you're practically dragging me out of the place that I tried used to forget." I shook my head from side to side, trying to get my point out.
"One day I wanted to just forget, I wanted to forget the pain that we caused each other. One night I try to forget that someone was after you and our mafias. I wanted to forget everything and you had to drag me out like I was just nothing." this time I leaned forward, pushing my hands against his heart chest, pushing him back against the window once again.
"Avalon, I tried to give you space, you don't know what it's like to live without the person you love I was worried for you. you weren't answering your phone and you went off on your own." he lends forward, his gray eyes looking into mine as if trying to figure me out.
"No, you can't do this. I-i tried so much to not hurt but you can walk back in my life after what you said with an I love you like nothing" I argue back sitting on the side of my bed and looking at him.
"Av-" He lean forward, trying to reach out for me as I backed up more into the bed and shook my head. "Don't touch me please, not right now." At that very moment, he flinched stepped back and just nodded.
"I won't touch you, not if you don't want me to. But at least hear me out, you disappeared. You even made half of your family believe you were dead and you didn't bother to think how we would feel. When you did come back it was with two unknowns can you expect me to act like everything's okay?" He argued now on his knees in front of me, his right hand on my chin looking at my face.
"And at the time I was a wreck, I looked for you everywhere and I couldn't find a single sign, and then one day before you showed up. You forgot both the necklace and the brace that you wear have a tracker. It was very faint, but it was enough for me to know you were in London." his jaw was clenched, yet his voice seemed so determined that it made me believe how terrible of a person I might've been, how selfish I was.
"That's why I sent you the letter, hoping you would come back and at least apologize. But Tesoro you came with your eyes back with revenge and the worst part was you practically begged me to hate you." His face moved even closer to mine, barely inches apart.
" I could never hate you," he whisper as he stared into my soul. "Not when I love you so much hurts" his right hand brushed the hair away from my face.
"Saying, I love you want to change how much we have heard each other in the past months. Enzo it's almost New Year's and we can't figure out where he is he could hurt you or worse he could kill you. " I dropped my head into my hands.
"No matter how mad I am at your actions I won't let anything happen to you or your siblings not again." I sign Looking up at him.
"It was never your job to protect us, Avalon." He cupped my face."It was never your job to love me." I answered back.
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Lost in Darkness
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