Summer camp LOVE

34

"Why in the hell would you do that huh you know I don't like it when you get close to guys and what do you do, show off"

Chenle burst into laughter

"I'm sorry i just- I find it so funny how I'm being lectured when your the one who was letting haechan be all touchy with you"

Jisung clinched his fist

"Well you know what at least I'm not an attention seeker like you, you always want to be looked at you want everyone's attention so you flirt with every guy you see just to make yourself feel better you wear these ridiculous girly clothes just to be noticed"

Chenle looked at the floor

"Ha you got me, your right park Jisung that's exactly what I do I dress like a fag to get attention to get talked about badly and bullied and lose everyone ounce of my self esteem and feel insecure about myself and everything I do, this is exactly what I wanted, I wanted to get bullied in school, I WANTED TO GET DISGUSTING LOOKS FROM MY CLOSE FAMILY MEMBERS AT FAMILY REUNIONS, I WANTED TO GET YOUR ATTENTION BECAUSE I FELT LIKE I WASN'T GOOD ENOUGH AND YOU DIDN'T LOVE ME ANYMORE, I wanted to feel like i deserved love but it turns out I don't"

Chenle broke down and sobbed

Jisung stepped towards him and he backed away

"I don't deserve you, like you said I'm just an attention seeker looking for attention wherever i can find it"

A tsunami of guilt washed over Jisung

"I-I didn't mean-

Chenle smiled through his tears

"Thank you for telling me the truth"

Chenle left the cabin quickly and went to the canteen he sat in the corner and sobbed

He pulled out his phone and called his mom

"M-mom can you please take me home"