Summer camp LOVE

65

Music makes it way sadder 😫

The car ride was stiff and silent jisung gripping the wheel looking only at the road and chenle looked out the window afraid to speak

"What you did in there was uncalled for"

Jisungs deep voice broke the silence

Chenle continued to the window

"Well...."

It got quiet for a minute

"You and Heachan texted.....right"

Jisung glanced at him

"What does that have to do with the situation now"

Chenle chuckled a little making his boyfriends hands grip the steering wheel

"Why are you laughing?"

The older sighed

"I didn't" 

Jisung scoffed

"The fuck do you mean "I didn't" you just laughed I'm not a fucking idiot"

He said angrily but chenle remained calm

"Stop cussing I hate when you do that"

Jisung continued looking at the road

"Yeah well I hate that you feel the need to have a jealousy problem all the time"

Chenle gave him a angry look

"Oh so I shouldn't be mad over the fact that my boyfriend is texting another guy during our relationship and I don't even know about it"

Jisung groaned

"YEAH WELL WHY WOULD YOU HAVE TO KNOW THAT, SO WHAT ME AND HAECHAN TALKED IT'S NOT THAT SERIOUS ITS JUST YOU FEELING INSECURE ABOUT IT AND-"

chenle looked down and sighed

"Stop the car"

Jisung looked at him confused still trying to focus on the road

"W-what"

"STOP THE CAR"

Jisung quickly pulled the car to the side of the road and the older unbuckled his seat belt

"what are you doing"

The older ignored him opening the car door and slamming it shut walking in the opposite direction

Jisung huffed and got out of the car

"Chenle get back in the car"

He kept walking angrily ignoring him

Jisung ran after him grabbing his arm

"Chenle-"

"It's over were done"

Jisung's grip loosened

"W-what"

Chenle sighed

"You-...you just-"

The older closed his mouth trying to hold in his tears

"Jisung"

He said painfully

"I can't...I can't do this anymore i thought it was done but the situation from camp is still here jisung, IT NEVER FUCKING ENDS, I CAN'T BE WITH YOU LIKE THIS. DO YOU GET THAT, WHENEVER IM WITH YOU I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE IM NOT ENOUGH AND I HATE IT

He dropped to the sidewalk with a tired expression

Jisung stood eyes wide

"I-I'm sorry"

Chenle sighed

"Y-you say that all the time. I just-...I just need you to drive away. Please, please just go"

He said looking away from him

Jisung stepped back dazed

This...this isn't real I-it can't be

"Chenle-"

"Before you go...answer me this"

He cut him off

"What did he have that I didn't"

Jisung sighed

"I-......it wasn't like that"

Chenle looked up at him with a tired miserable expression

"So...you admit that you cheated"

Jisung closed his eyes

"We were talking yes. We met up once, just once to eat out but then he force kissed me and after that I cut all ties with him I swear. I know it was wrong for me to text him that way but it was never my intention to take it any farther than it already was"

Chenle sighed

"You can leave now"

"You can't stay out here it's too dangerous you see how dark it is out here"

The older let out a short chuckled

"Your right it is isn't it, it's beautiful in the day time bright and beautiful but when you thought you seen everything then the night comes out of nowhere. Keeping secrets , sneaking around....I didn't trust anyone until I met you"

He sniffled

"In fact I never even really trusted Renjun and sometimes I still don't it's difficult for me, but you...the rumors about you, the red flags, all the things people said at camp. I see it now, I see who you really are park Jisung"

He smiled as tears ran down his cheeks

"So yes I will stay here"

Jisung walked back to the car slowly holding back from crying

he thinks I'm horrible too

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