about my first teenage year

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I am surrounded by a darkness.
I am not falling but I am stuck in it.
My head is floating somewhere invisible, and my legs are holding on to something bright.
I don’t even remember what it was because my head is filled with all your darkness.

I only know my sister stands there in the light
unable to get me because you pushed me too far already.
I wonder when all this had happened.
When did you take my hand and bring me here?
Where even am I right now if not dead?


- a letter to my depression

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