// A/N // I just wanted to say that this may be the last chapter i upload... I feel as though I've lost quite a few readers, somehow? I know i didn't have many to start with. But... I dunno. I wasn't going to bother uploading another chapter at all, but i guess I'll just see how this goes. It's pretty pointless putting all the effort and work into a story if no one is reading....
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I finally get back home. Managing to sneak back in without being caught. The only light being from my phone as i read Matty's text again, making my way up the stairs slowly, quietly.
I try putting off texting him for as long as i can. For both reason's of not knowing what to send back to his casual *hey! :)* text. And the fact I'm still kind of pissed off it's taken him this long to speak to me. Plus, the idea of making him wait to hear back from me, kind of gives me a buzz. Makes me feel like I'm taking control. Giving him a taste of his own medicine like.
Plus i did say i needed to start playing it cool with him now. I'm getting far too carried away far too quickly.
** jess, u up? :( **
My phone buzzing under my pillow, almost causes me to scream out in surprise.
Who am i kidding? I can't play it cool, or take control. I'm like a little puppy dog. I'm like a child at a fare ground. I smile and bounce around with excitement as soon as my phone lights up with his name!
** i am now! ** I scold him playfully. But inside im delighted!
He doesn't need to know that i ended up taking myself to my ex boyfriends, best mate's house party, just to try and take my mind him off him. Him, this guy I've only known a day and can't seem to stop thinking about. I already know how stupidly crazy this is, and the way I'm acting over him. I don't need him telling me too.
He replies back within seconds ** wat u doing? xx**
Again that smile takes over my face. ** in bed. Can't sleep tho :( xx **
** wat u been up2? xx **
What's with the 20 questions? Whatever... i like that he's keen. It gives me that bit of hope that maybe he feels and thinks the same as i do with him?
But remember Jess, TRY and play cool...
** nothing really. You? xx **
** went 2 a house party earlier. U seem moody? U ok?? xx **
How weird. Both went to a house party. Although i can guarantee he had a better time than i did.
** i went to a house party too. wasn't so gr8 for me tho, ex was there :/ xx **
His replies get faster, as mine get slower. Not knowing whether i should keep on complaining to him about my ex. He's probably sick of hearing about him. I mean, what guy wants to sit and listen to a girl banging on about another guy, especialy her ex.
** sorry. forget i mentioned it ** I send another instantly. Hoping i haven't scared him off. Or annoyed him.
** wat he do? talk to me! U know im here 4 u :) xx **
I fight against the smile, but it wins.
How does he always know the righ things to say?
He's always so willing to listen to my probelms. The same problem over and over again - Him.
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