Ella's
I end up washing the sheets, buti nalang may baon ako, kahit papano alert ako and Girlscout. I'm glad hindi nabasa ng ulan kagabi.
Pero yung inutusan ko hanggang ngayon wala pa din, 30 minutes na. Nangbabae nanaman siguro yun.
Naalala ko noong pumunta siya ng bahay, nilapitan siya ng mga zombies. Hindi manlang siya umalis, nakipag ngiting aso pa. Grr, pano pa kaya dito di ko alam kung may gumagalang manananggal diyan.
Kumukulo dugo ko. Something sticked my thought, Yea...
He's not even my Boyfriend and I'm not his pero... kasi...
"AAAAAAGH! BAKIT BA HINDI!?"
Face-palm, ang hirap talaga pag reality na kaharap mo. Napakaliit na panahon, hindi manlang ako naghold-on hanggang sa maka-alis siya ulit.
Kelan nga pala siya aalis?
Aalis nga ba?
Tatanungin ko nga siya mamaya, but I can't bring that kind of topic.
Basta pagdating niya, masasapak ko yun.
Napahiga ako sa kama, I lean around. Parang ang hirap iwan ng lugar na 'to, dami kong kahihiyan. Idagdag na rin yung kagabi... Ugh, ang hina ko... ang hina-hina ko.
Why can't I be more stronger?
Ah... my eyes can't anymore, I feel so drowsy... My eyes were going down... going down.
"I don't want you." a fifure of old 'lil Kevin popped out.
Followed by a Recent Kevin. "Do you think I candle you anymore?"
And they faded.,
The light's swithing on and off, everytime the light switches on a random appearance of Kevin come out on a different location.
Where am I?
"I've had enough with you."
"Im fond of being in America than staying here with you."
"I can't stand your attitude."
"Are you sure you're a girl?"
"I'm having fun to suck your life."
No, I-I can't anymore...
"You're..."
"Such a..."
Did I do something wrong?
"BURDEN."
"Ella, hoy... Okay ka lang ba?" Kevin's face...
Ah, it's just a dream.
"Breathe properly, will you? Can you not stay calm." he looks so worried.
My dream, what does it mean? Anong gusto nitong iparating?
"Kukuha lang ako ng tubig, just stay there---"
"No, I can. Ayokong maging pabigat. "Tumayo na ko at dumiretso sa Kitchen.
Kailangan ko bang reflect sa isang bagay?
"You look strange... Okay ka lang Ella? "
"I-I'm okay" I'm not.
"San ka ba nanggaling?"
"Kinuha ko lang yung kotse ko, nakaparada kasi sa kalsada kaya kinuha ko na." I want to go home... I want to be alone.
"Sorry, it took time. Magpalit ka na." He lend me the one I need... A little while ago.
I grabbed it, "You took awhile, nakapagpalit na ko. Idiot. Uwi na tayo."
I want to confront him! I need his explanation... maybe not.
After I saw that kind of Kevin, I think I can't talk to him carefree.
It's a nightmare... a worst one.
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"Her Life"
By: StrawberryJamy
