"When he fell OUT off love"| CONTINUATION!//KTH// Kawaii_unnie02

Chapter 14

Taehyung's POV

she's awake NOW. 

"OH GOD WAIT UM NURSE! JENNIE CALL THE NURSE OF A DOCTOR!! YN IS AWAKE!" i said as jennie panicked. 

"WHAT?! OKAY FVCK WAIT!" she stormed out of the room and go call some nurses and doctors for yn. 

"How are you feeling Yn? does your head hurts or something?? Do you want to eat something?"  i asked her not even giving her a chance to answer. 

"No taehyung. calm down please. My tummy hurts. i think i will be giving birth soon..." she said calmly.

"Yes we think you are. Please don't give up while giving birth okay? Fight for your baby. You're not alone here, we will be staying beside you 24/7!" i said as i held her hand as a tear dropped on her eyes. 

Yn's POV

"Thank you so much tae.... you don't know how thankful i am right not to have you here by my side right now.." i said as a tear escaped my eyes. 

I feel really bad making him think that someone else is the father of this baby. He doesn''t know how bad i wanna tell him that he's the father of this child and i will fight no matter what for the both of them. I really fvcking love taehyung. so much. i can't live without him. i need him in my life. 

The door opens revealing jennie with nurses and doctors. 

"How are you feeling Mrs Yn?" one of the doctor asked me as the other nurses turned to the other side of me and check my vital status. 

"i am good doc.." i answered while holding Taehyung's hand. 

"Okay so you have to prepare in a bit okay? you should calm down and like breathe normaly don't be too nervous you can do this! You will give birth today. Don't panic, you will see your little angel after months!" the doctor made me feel better.

Of course i was nervous. I am giving birth. I am scared!! Ahh.. i have to overcome this no matter what. I should love this child and appreciate it more than how my mother treated me.

I should survive. For me and Taehyung's child. 

The doctor and nurses started to move around me making me a little bit dizzy. I don't know what the hell are they doing but all i was looking at is to Taehyung.

He is crying.

"Why? Why are you crying?" I asked as he hugged me and kept crying.

"Yn.. If only you knew what goes on in my mind.." he said making me confused as i hugged him back carefully.

"H-huh?" I said with tears almost flowing out of my eyes.

I really wanted to feel his hug, his touch for such a very long time and now i am feeling it. What a time to be alive.

"I love you so much! You don't know how much I've cried for letting you go. I don't deserve you. At all! Please forgive me. I really want to have you back please give me the chance to make it all alright to you and to your child. Please Yn I'm so sorry!" He said.

The way he hugs me and hiccups between every words he said is like a kid hugging me telling me he is lost.

I felt really bad. For not telling him the truth that he is the father. For not telling the truth that i really love him back.  For everything.

"Tae what are you saying? Of course i forgive you. I trust you Taehyung. You have my permission to make it all up once i got out of this hospital. Stop crying it hurts me seeing you cry." I said, avoiding to say that it's hurting me and his child.