The Shape from past

Chapter 41

Michael's POV

I was angry. Angry because Ally and (Y/n) decided to call some doctor to come and see my child. I couldn't see why that was necessary since he seemed to be fine. I was more worried about (Y/n) than him. She seemed to be... sad? I could see the happiness when she was with Killian, Ally or the cats but sad when she looked outside or was alone with me. Was she scared of me? Or was it something Dr. Loomis put in her head?

I walk over to my bedroom where (Y/n), Killian and I were sharing at the moment. Ally left it the way it was before I went back to the hospital which I appreciate. (Y/n) was feeding Killian on the bed while I stalked them from the shadows. She doesn't seem to notice me just yet. I watch as she looks at the little baby with such joy in her eyes. She really seemed to enjoy spending time with him. I quietly walk towards her while trying to look invisible. I just needed to get little closer...

Once I was standing next to her she finally realized that I was here. The smile turns first in to a surprise but then takes that almost sad look. "Is everything okay Michael?" She sounded to be tired. I crouch next to the bed so was more on her eye lever. I remember that at the hospital they used this technique so I wouldn't get scared of the nurses and doctors even when I never was afraid of them. This seems to make her look confused. I slowly take the mask off from my face so she could see my face. Even when I didn't like it I was still glad to know that it calmed her down.

She hesitantly lifts her other hand and cups my cheek in it. Her thumb strokes the scar on my left eye and I could finally see the smile on her face. "He looks so much like you. Such a handsome face." Her comment made my chest feels different. Like it was burning. It also effected me cheeks which she seemed to notice. I turn to look at Killian to see that his dark eyes were looking at me. I loved how his eyes were like mine. I could see the darkness in them.

(Y/n) patted my cheek gently which made me fell good. "How are the voices?" Her question confused me. I hadn't heard them at all when I came here with them. It was like they were sleeping, waiting for the perfect opportunity to speak to me again. I didn't know what to say or do since they were silent. Maybe they would hit me again but it would be stronger than before. I hear her hum silently but I couldn't answer her question.

She released my cheek which made me little angry. "Ally's friend will come and take a look at Killian. You don't have to worry about that you know. I know that you don't trust doctors so you don't have to be here when he comes if that triggers you." I suddenly take her face between my hand which makes instant fear form on her face. I slowly shake my head to answer her question before I lean my forehead against hers.

I could hear her heart beat faster than before while I was holding her like this. I slowly turn our faces so our cheeks were touching before I rubbed my cheek against hers. I wasn't going to leave her at the mercy of some doctor. He could be contacting Dr. Loomis for all we know so I needed to be there just in case I needed to get rid of the problem. No one was going to take them away from me ever again. I would make sure that they will die before that.

"M-Michael... you are scaring me..." I stop at their words. Scaring? Her? I back away and look her in the eyes. They were full of tears which made the voices whisper silently l. Scaring... I slowly move my hand to her neck where I could feel her quick pulse. It was like her heart was going to explode. I press my fingers against the pulse which made her move out of the way. She got more middle of the bed with Killian. Away from me but I got on the bed with her while I was looking in those teary eyes... They were just like my victims eyes...

"Please. Don't hurt me. Not while he's here." She puts her free arm over Killian as to protect him from me. Like that would stop me. Every time she moves further away from me, I come closer to her. Soon she as against a wall with nowhere to go... trapper like a man animal in hunter trap. I lean my face next to her so my lips were almost touching her ear. "I... love you..." I whisper with my raspy voice. Talking hurt my throat so I avoided doing it. But I liked to tell her some things that she would like to know.