A few months had passed & I was still sneaking around with Von. He kept on telling me that I needed to leave Amir but I didn't know how. I wanted to but I needed a way to do it without settin him off in any typa way cus I ain't want him gettin into it with Von. Shantii & Durk had stopped messing around cus Durk ended up getting a girlfriend so he basically ghosted Shantii. Von was off parole so some days he stayed longer.
Von came over one day while Amir was gone & we had just smoked so we were laid up in my room watching tv until the sun started setting. Shantii called so I answered my phone & said "Hello?" Shantii: "Girl! She got his ass in love love." Me: "Who?" Shantii: "Durk's girlfriend." Me: "Why are you stalking her 🤣" Shantii: "Ion know.. She's pretty as hell. I'd be down for a threesome if he asked me." Me: "Ew.." She laughed & said "Anywho, dis girl is pretty as fuck. She can dress, she's thick" Me: "You're all of dat too." Shantii: "Yeah but it's not good enough for him I guess.. It's whateva tho, ion care" Me: "You know you care Shantii 😂 As much as you & him was hangin around it prolly hurt yo feelings once he got a girl." Shantii: "I do care but I'm just telling myself that I don't cus there's no point in me caring. And ion wanna seem like some crazy, hatin ass hoe either."
Me: "Wellll why don't you find you someone else too?" Shantii: "These niggas ain't even worth my time." I shook my head & she said "Wassup witchu & yo niggas." Me: "Mm not plural 😭" Shantii: "Yes plural. You & Von been fuckin around for a while now, did all types of shit, y'all in love, dats yo 2nd boyfriend." Me: "He's not my 2nd boyfriend, dat don't even make sense." Shantii: "Den he's a side nigga" Me: "He ain't my side nigga either Shantii." Von: "Den what am I? I know y'all talkin bout me." Me: "Damn mind yo business 🤣" Shantii: "Who?" Me: "Von." Von: "Nah mane if my name is being brought up den it's my business." Me: "She never said yo name." Von: "Whateva y'all still talkin bout me." I shook my head & he put his hand on my throat and pulled me up against him then he said "What is it ma?" Me: "Ion know baby.." Shantii: "Babyyy? Uh ohhh I see you!"
Me: "Shantii, imma call you back 🤦🏽♀️" Shantii: "Uhnt uhn! Don't you dare hang up on me for some dick" Me: "Girl bye the amount of times dat you've hung up on me for dick & head??" Shantii: "Okay dis is a serious situation rn doe." Me: "No it's not 🤣" Shantii: "You right. Don't hang up on me for no dick doe" Me: "It's good dick doe." Shantii: "So? It can wait." Me: "It can't." Shantii: "I hate you." I laughed & said "I'm not gon be gettin nun I just-" Von: "You can." He kissed my cheek then I laughed & said "Can you let go.." Von: "Nah." He kissed my neck & I kept giggling then Shantii said "Lord yo ass done started hee heeing & shit. Call me back when you done" Me: "Whatchu mean hee heeing 😭" Shantii: "When yo ass get nervous around niggas, you start doin dat lil giggling shit. It's obvious boo, it's okay doe."
Me: "Girl..." Von: "You tryna get some or what?" Shantii: "Damn tell him to pipe down." Me: "He can pipe me down." I looked at Von and he said "Oh fr?" I busted out laughing then Shantii said "Y'all nasty. Call me back when you done fr. Byeee" Me: "Bye" She hung up & I sat my phone down then I said "Now stop." Von: "Uhnt uhn." I felt him leaving hickeys on my neck so I laughed softly & said "Ight Von stop.." Von: "Why" Me: "You know why" He laughed & I said "Move boy damn" Von: "Boy?" Me: "Mhm." Von: "I'm grown as hell." Me: "And?" Von: "Don't fuckin play wit me." I smiled & said "Get away from my ear please." Von: "No." Me: "I said please" Von: "And I said no." Me: "You makin me wanna do sum." Von: "Den do it." Me: "No." Von: "Yeen answer my question" Me: "What question?"
Von: "What am I?" Me: "Well Shantii said-" Von: "I'm not worried bout Shantii. Shantii ain't da one I been fuckin around wit allis time." I sat quiet then he said "So?" Me: "Ion know what to call it Von... I don't look at you as a side nigga so ion even wanna say dat.. It's more of I wantchu to be my nigga but I'm trapped in my current relationship..." Von: "Dats not a title tho ma 😂" Me: "I know but it's the best way for me to put it." Von: "Ion understand why it's so hard to leave em." Me: "I can't find a way to explain it Von." Von: "Well you know dats wrong asf for you to have me all up in y'alls bed." Me: "Dis is my bed. Dat nigga sleeps on the couch" Von: "You know what I mean Nadia. Y'all live together, y'all in a relationship, allat." Me: "I know..." I sat up and turned around then I kissed him & said "I'm sorry for keepin you a secret"
