Loosing is worst feeling, not the tournament type of lose, but the lose of a friend, a mother, a father, a sister, or a brother. The lose of someone you love, not just physically but emotionally too. I think that hurts the worst. It just tears you apart, inside and out. Making you just want to give up and forget, to block out every last emotion you have living in your soul. Just to do something that will make you forget all of the pain. But in the end, all of those loses and all of that pain was caused by one person only, you. You're the cause of your own pain.
