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she left

hey guys so I just thought of this. This isn't the end of the book as some of you may think as you read it, I just thought it would be a good one to do
bit depressing but oh well!

before vormir:

'What if you die and I'm still here' you said sat on a bench in the backyard of the compound next to your mom.

she looks at your tears in the hear eyes threatening to fall. It's like Nat knew her Fate

'well then you'll be all grown up'
'and you won't need me' she replies trying to give you a smile.

'I think I'll always need you momma' you stated with sadness in your voice

she embraced you in a tight hug and kissed your forehead.

'you won't ever have to worry dekta , I will always come back I promise'

After vormir:

the jet landed , you waited anxiously with Wanda as you waited for your mom to return from the mission. But something felt off. Something was wrong. It wasn't until everyone except your mom got of the jet you started to question.

'where's momma?' you question Clint

he looked at you. Guilt spread across his face. How could he let this happen to his best friend it was meant to be him he thought. Her daughter had now lost everything she ever had.

'your y-your moms not coming home y/n' he said with his lips trembling

'w-what do you mean uncle Clint' you started to panic

realisation washed over Wanda face and she brought you to face her.

'u-m baby listen me your momma , s-she's uh-' Wanda tried

'she's what Wanda where is she!' You began to shout, tears streaming down your face

'she's gone y/n' she said with a loud cry

she tried to embrace your in a hug but you pushed her away

'YOUR LYING , YOUR ALL LYING SHE PROMISED SHE PROMISED SHE WOULD ALWAYS COME BACK' you screamed

'WHY WOULD YOU LET THIS HAPPEN'

the anger built up inside of me. I couldn't think straight. My chest closed in and I struggled to breathe.
I dropped to me knees with a loud cry and scream.

'MOMMA PLEASE COME BACK PLEASE I NEED YOU' you cried

Wanda came over distraught seeing you like this. She held you tight whispering sweet nothings in your ear. The others had made there way inside unable to watch you like this. They felt guilty

'I promise baby it will get better' Wanda said

'never make promises you can't keep' I mumbled.

A year on:

it was the anniversary of your moms death. You hadn't moved on , at all actually. You missed the way you would come home from a stressful day and she would always be there to comfort you. When you suffered from your fears and nightmares she was always there to protect you. Even when you argued she would always find a way to make it up to you. You missed her so much and no one could replace her.

you walked to her grave on that sunny morning. As soon as you got there you made sure to clean any mess that was left. You laid down some flowered for her and laid your head on the top of the stone.

'I brought these for you momma, I hope you like them there you favourite, I miss you more than you could ever imagine,  all I want is to be with you right now, it's so hard and I'm trying to be strong for you but I can't do anything without you by my side. I hope your having fun up there you deserve to be in happiness. I love you forever momma, see you tomorrow' you wimpered quietly to her engraved name.

she was your world. And now she was gone.

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this one was really sad I even cried whilst writing it :(
hope you guys liked it