adopted || Oli Sykes

But your'e.......(Trigger Warning)

☨Cookie☨

''Hannah,I don't like schoool'' I sigh, she nods,''I figured that's why we're taking you out and getting you home schooled''Hannah smiles in the mirror,my face lights up,wait but what about Jona ?

''Wait, i'll stay in school until we break up fro summer ?''I beg, she sighs.

''Then you might as well stay for your exams, sure''

''Thank youuu'' I smile as we pull up into the driveway.

I hop out of the car and into the house.

''Cookie !''Oliver shouts sounding really happy, i've never heard him this excited since tour.

''Oli ?'' I ask as i turn through the door, i stop and drop my bag to the ground.

''Milkshake ?'' I ask, Her and Emma are playing with Oskar on the floor.

''Cookie !''She exclaims running upto me and hugging me.I pick her up, god she's heavy.

''But, they told me, they told me you killed yourself, i thought it was my fault, but you're alive''I hold her close to me.

''Yeahh i amm'' She cheers and i smile, kissing the top of her head.

''Jordan ?'' I ask.

''Yeah'' he smirks sheepishly.

''Why Milkshake ?, why did you choose her ? i didn't even know you wanted to adopt'' I ask him confused.

''Well we didn't until a certain someone told us , you left something behind''Jordan looks at Oli.

''Oh my gosh,Thank you sooo much Fish''I rush to hug him and he hugs back as we fall over onto the floor, Oskar quickly scurries away.

I wipe a tear from my eye.

''Thank you for telling them Oliver''I get off Jordan and hug him.

''It's okay Hunn''He hugs me back and kisses my forehead.

''Why don't you take Milkshake the shop to get some noms for later ?'' Hannah asks.

''What do you mean ?'' I furrow my brows.

''you're having a sleepover'' She beams, me and Milkshake look at each other and scream.

''yassssss'' We cheer

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''So what's up with you and Scar ?'' She asks, how does she know.

'' i have facebook you know''She smiles like she can read my mind,

''Whats he been saying about me ?''i ask.

''Oh , i screenshotted it , here.''She hands me her phone.

Scar: hah, you're such a freak Chloe,how can you be friends with such a loser like Courtney !? o_0

Courtney: What the hell do you mean you're friends with her ffs ! D:<

Scar: was, she beat me up just because i fucked some girl, what i got to get it someway and little minor wasn't going to give in anytime soon, such a virgin freak, no one will ever love that trash !

Courtney: well, maybe she didn't want to screw you because you're disgusting and rude,i never did like you , Scar , i only pretended for Cookie's sake so i suggest you stay away from her M'kay !? also, i could get you done for pressuring a minor !

Scar: Oooh, bad-ass over here, you're just like her , a loser, you're never going to get laid, FrEeEeEeEaAK x'D

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That was the end of the texts.

I felt rage surge through me, i dropped the basket on the floor and ran out of the shop,He was off school today, i ran all the way to his house which luckily, was near to the shop.

I've been doing this a lot lately haven't i !?

Charging to his house to beat the hell out of his pathetic shell of a body.

I bang on the door,''Scar open this door you pathetic piece of crap !''I bang loudly, his mom opens it, shocked at my lanuage, i push past her and up the stairs into Scars bedroom.

He's on his Xbox.

''What the hell !?''he shouts as i through him off his chair.

''How dare you speak to her like that !'' i kick him in the stomach as he's on the floor.

''You can talk about me how ever you like but you DO NOT talk to Milkshake like that do you hear me !?'' I scream kicking his leg, he winces in pain.

''I said do you hear me !?'' I scream again, he nods frantically.

''If you pull anything like that again , i will end you ! and if you think i'm joking you've got another thing coming Scar !'' I kick him one last time before throwing a book at his tv.

''COOKIE ?''Mrs.Jones shouts shocked evenmore,''what the hell did you do to him !?''Mr.Jones asks furiously.

I flip them off and slam the door.

''Ass-Butt !''I scream throwing a rock at his window smashing it.

''Cookie ?''Chris Motionless asks from across the street, i look at him and shake my head.

I walk over to him, when Mr.jones comes out , his face red and veins visible, this fist clenched.

'' COURTNEY SYKES GET BACK HERE !''He shouts very very very pissed off.

''Crap''I shout under my breathe.

''Cookie, jump on''Chris bends down and i jump on his back, he starts runnign fast to my house,Scars dad stops half way.

''Come back here you fucking coward !, you hurt my son, and i will be the end of you Cookie !''He shouts threateningly, those words echo in my head.

Just as i had said to Scar, what have i got myself into !?

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''Cookie ? what happened ?''Oli asks as Chris carries me in.

''I didn't know what else to do, he said things to Milkshake, he deserves to die !'' I curse.

''Who does !?''Oli asks holding my arms.

''Scar, he called her a freak, i shouldv'e ended  him right then''I snatch my arms away from Oli and run upstairs.

''I SHOULD'VE KILLED HIM !''I scream throwing a big book at the mirror, it shatter to pieces.

I pick up one of the shards and look at my mutilated reflection in it,I stare deeply into it, just my reflection makes me want to throw up.

Ew,why does anyone like me, no one likes me , i'm a freak just like Scar said.

I should just end myself , free everyone from the burden of my life.

Or should i live just to see if what they say is true; can life get better ?

I take the shard on my wrist and make it dance, a dance of bliss and freedom, i feel the salty tears that are falling from my eyes enter the cuts, i make 4 on each arm and a few more on my thighs.