I wish that I could wake up with Amnesia

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-Cookie-

i wake up and im snuggled up to Ben in the backlounge , the tv' is on.

i shove ben until he wakes up.

'' Mornin' Cookie " Ben smiles

'' im not sure ill go ask the guys i think there downstairs.

i get up , i look into the mirror and pin my hair into a messy bun.

i make my way downstairs where the guys are blasting out music and dancing like drunks.

there blasting out Jeffree Star prom night.

''were gonna party like its prom night , were gonna f*ck like its our first time'' i sing along , they look at me.

'' you actually listen to this stuff ?'' Cam asks.

'' yes actually , i listen to alot of different genres'' i smile.

'' okay what else do you listen to ?'' Danny asks , passing me his phone which is connected to the speakers.

i put on Bewitched by Blood On The Dancefloor , they all look at me likie im on crack or something.

'' what ?'' i ask.

'' you listen to Blood On The Dancefloor ?'' Sam asks looking disgusted.

'' yes Samuel , i do '' i smile dancing to Bewitched..

'' and i know all the words to B*tches get stitches and sexting '' i smile proudly.

'' wow gurl you got issues'' Danny snaps his fingers in Z formation.

''theres nothing wrong wih my Cookie''Ben walks through picking me up and dancing to Bewitched.

'' may i add Jay Von Monroe , is a total Bae'' i laugh.

'''' i think there playing at this festival , can we check there set out ?'' i ask.

'' sure , ask your dad though but were still having a tour around the city.'' Ben says as i run off to the BMTH bus.

''Excuse me are you Cookie Sykes ?'' a young girl about my age asks.

'' yeah , thats me why ?'' i say.

'' oh , nothing , i just saw the video of you singing on youtube and i think you have an amazing voice , i was wondering if you wanted to maybe make a band , my names Copeland , Copeland Quinn '' she smiles.

'' omg , your Kellin Quinns' daugther arent you '' i smile.

'' yep thats me, so would you like to make a band ?'' she asks once more

'' of course i would'' i look at the bmth bus, '' ive got to go but heres my numbeer'' i pass her a peice of paper with my number on''bye'' i shout before running for the BMTH buss.

oli pulls me into a hug and kisses the top of my head.

'' how was your night , Darlin' ?''oli asks.

'' good thanks im just gonna jeck on Jacky'' i say pulling out of our hug and rughing up the spiral stairs upto the bunking area.

''hey Jack '' i greet pulling back the curtain to my bunk.

'' oh , hey Cookie thanks for letting me stay in your bunk'' he says sleepily.

'' no problem jacky anytime, want me to take you to the Atl bus ?" I ask, he nodds .

we walk off of the bus and to the area where Jacks bus was.

"where is it then ?"I ask Jack.

"its right ove- What the !!"Jack asks frustratedly.

"did they leave already ?" I ask running my hands through my messy hair.

"looks that way, what the hell am I going to do !?"Jack asks kicking the ground making dust fly up.

"we'll catch up with them at the next venue, stay with us " I sigh.

"Thank you Cookie , thanks for-" I cut him off.

"the memories , he tastes like you but only sweeter , one night yeah one more time thanks for the memories even though he taste like you only sweeter " I sing and Jack chucjles.

"sorry " I apologize looking down.

"no its fine I actually like your singing its sweet"Jack smiles.

"thanks jack " I hug him.

"can you sing to me again ?"Jack asks.

"sure jacky" I dit down cross legged and and sits laying his head in my

" i drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted.i thought about our last kiss the way it felt the way you tasted , all your friends tell me your doing fine are you somewhere feeling lonely even though hes right beside you , when he says those words that hurt you do you read the ones I sent you , was everything we had just a lie , if what we had was real how could you be fine ,I remember the day you told me you were leaving I remember the makeup running down your face and the dreams you left behind you didnt need them like every single wish we ever made, I wish that I could wake up with Amnesia and forget about all the stupid little things like the way it felt to fall asleep next you and the memories I never can escape " I sing softly stroking his hair as we sit just starring into the open space before us.

"5sos ?" Jack questions.

"yup" I smile peacefully looking down to him.

"I didnt think you'd like that sort of music concidering your dads like the king of metalcore"Jack chuckles.

"yeah I like all kinds of music , except rap I despise rap music" I giggle

"your dad and uncle can rap" Jack tells me.

"what really ?" I ask, he takes out his phone and goes on youtube.

"lady dont be shady , cuz you might have rabies , I dont want no sh*t on my d*ck" it sings through the speakers

"oh my life this is musical brillians" I joke.

" I know they should get a grammy or something " Jack laughs.

"hellz yeah" I punch the air.

"what are you doing out here Cookie ?" Oli asks.

"sitting with Jack the guys left him here on his own and he needs someone" I answer.

Oli looks at me with big glossy eyes.

''fine , he can stay on the bmth bus , in your bunknt we catch up with ATL and if its alrightwith them you can stay with AA '' he sighs.

'' YAAAAAAY thank you Daddy '' i hug him , i feel a tear fall onto my head.

'' why are you crying ?'' i ask him.

'' you called me ' Daddy ' youve never ever called me Dad never mind ' Daddy' , i love you so much Cookie'' he holds onto me tightly.

''guys this is so cute like literally'' Jack coos recording it.

'' did you get the Daddy bit ?'' i ask Jack.

'' yup'' he nodds.

Oli kisses my head.

"Cookie can you sleep on the BMTH bus tonight ?" Oli asks.

"of course I can dad " I let go of him and walk with Jack to the BMTH bus to start the search for ATL!!!

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