Jace and Clary~ Its just a word

This is my view of how clary should have reacted when Jace asked her to have a secret relationship, so yeah, enjoy...

Jace looked deep in to Clary's eyes. Her eyes really were beautiful, they were the most amazing green he'd ever seen. They were greener then emeralds and shone more brightly than the stars.

"Jace I don't know if I can" suddenly clary couldn't look her brother in the eyes. It shouldn't be like this why did he have to be my brother? Why couldn't it be Simon who was my brother?

"Clary please, you know how I feel, we could keep it a secret?" Clary felt Jace's hand gently touch her shoulder. She couldn't stay away from him any more. She looked deep in to his eyes and knew he couldn't either she flew into his arms. There lips locked together, clary could feel his strong arm hug her in closer so every part of her pressed hard against his. The kiss wasn't gentle anymore, it was strong and passionate in a way Simon could never kiss her. They fell on to the bed, jace pulled clary even closer although she wasn't sure if it was possible to get much closer. Her fingers raked through his hair while his fumbled at the hem of her shirt. Stop clary thought. STOP.

"Jace.." She couldn't get the words out, she could tell his to stop. He pulled her in again for another kiss..

"No jace.. Stop" she said it quietly but it was enough for him to hear. He looked at her confused.

"I thought you wanted this?" He wouldn't let her go, he's grip on her was still strong but somehow gentle.

"I do! But not like this" Clary felt sick saying this. All she wanted was to Pull Jace back and kiss him. "I can't, your my brother!" She pulled away she couldn't look him in the eye again, instead she perched on the end of the bed. Jace came up behind her, his hands gently stroked her back

"It's just a word Clary"

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Thankyou to every one who's read, sorry I haven't updated it, major writers block :/

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"Jace, please speak to me" Clary went to reach out her hand to stroke Jace's arm, but snapped it back. She couldn't touch him, she might get carried away again..

Jace slumped at the bottom of the bed his face unreadable. "How could Clary have said that!" He thought to him self this face blank and body stiff "how could she say that the thought of them together..repulsed her!" Jace started to shake with anger.

"Jace?" Clary got off the bed and started towards him. "I'm sorry for what I said. But it's true. I can't imagine the look on there faces, Alec, Izzy...Simon" Clary found it hard to say Simons name for some reason, like her body was refusing to think of him because it knew how repulsed he would be with her "imagine if they found out"

Jace stood up slowly, his hands were clenched but his face was still blank and emotionless. He didn't speak for a long time but he expression changed. He looked at Clary like she had betrayed him. "I thought this was what you wanted" he barely whispered the words, but the brutality behind them were murderous. His expression changed to confusion and he sat back down leaning against the wall.

"I told you, I do! But I can't, it feels wrong that your my brother, but you are! I can't change that and neither can you. we just have to except it." Clary knelt down in front of Jace, but she kept enough distance between them so they weren't touching. Jace looked up at her.

"Is that really what you want?" He sighed. Clary stared at him, how could he even ask her that! Of course she didn't want this!

" I think you know the answer to that Jace." Clary smiled weakly."Will I ever get what I want?" She thought to her self.

Jaces face softened a smile breaking across his face. He took Clarys face in his hands and kissed her.

What was he doing! This hadn't been what she meant. Although it was what she wanted, she meant what she has said. She couldn't have a relationship with jace, he is her brother for god sake!

Just as Jaces kiss started to get more intense, clary pushed him back away from her, breaking her heart slightly when she saw the look on his face. She had coursed that.

She didn't need to explain this time. Jaces face suddenly hardened and he spat "Fine! From now on Clary I'll just be a brother to you." With that he stormed out the room slamming the door behind him. Clary felt her heart, which was barley keeping together to start with, fall apart

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