Into the shit 3/??

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I have many different "versions"(?) of myself. The only way I've been able to explain it is a mild case of OSDD I have different faces but they're all me just depends on who I'm around, where I am, and how I feel. I can go from a comedy release to silent type to the grunge older sibling, all in one day. Not to mention my music variety is nothing to sneeze at.
It kind of upsets me quite often due to the fact my s/o doesn't really know every side, though they have see me snap (same person to defuse the situation in the last part)
I'm honestly a bit scared to show any other part of me but, I'm getting better at allowing myself to show my full self.

On another topic, I would like to say that this relationship of mine is quite wonderful and in my eyes quite impressive.
The best way I can describe it is an adventure that has gone on few but far distant lands and and adventure that has went on many short ones has stumbled into a dungeon without don't any form of research on the dungeon or each other, but yet has made it quite far and now knows the final boss. It can get dicey and we sprinted full force ahead but we've made it this far and I'm grateful for everything that has happened.

I'm not gonna lie I feel fine, but that doesn't mean I can still feel the chaos but at least I'm not blinded anymore

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