Mr. Childish || PJM

Chapter 35

Third person's POV:

It's such a beautiful morning for Jimin. He's relaxed, and calmed after eating the breakfast Y/n made specially for him. He's just sitting on the couch in the living room, watching a random show on the television.

He's not expecting for his peaceful morning to be disturbed by a guest coming over. While lazily slouching on the couch, the bell rings which puzzled him. He gets up and opens the door, totally in daze, since he's not expecting anyone today. The first thing he sees when opening the door is a familiar face. There is an old man with already grey hair standing in front of the door, wearing a fancy suit. His face shows a sorrow expression. Jimin actually knows that man very well. It's no other than the butler of his house. Yes, that old man works for Jimin's parents for over 30 years.

Instead of feeling happy of the reunion, he feels such an extreme emotion of anger. Why? Because after regaining himself back, Jimin already decided to cut ties with his family right after he was thrown out of the house just because of the memory lost. He just feels pure hatred towards his own family at the moment.

“Why are you here, old man?!” Jimin whispers harshly, trying not to cause commotion in case the neighbours can see them. Calmly, the butler responses with “I'm so sorry young master for appearing unnoticed like this but I have an urgent news to tell. Unfortunately, the master and the mistress was caught in an accident this morning and they are currently in the hospital getting treatment. I heard from the doctor who is responsible to treat them that they are critically injured and are unconscious.”

Jimin is indeed in shocked. He hates his parents so much for not being by his sides during his lowest moment of life but  no matter what they're still his parents. Jimin is quiet for a second, lost in his thoughts. What should he do in this situation? Since his mental health is not completely stable at the moment, this situation clearly stressed him out. He has so much to say to his parents, he wants to ask why they abandon him...do they even love him as their son...and so on. He feels so unfair and mistreated.

These complicated questions keep swirling inside Jimin's head which soon lead to his outburst. His eyes becomes blurry with the tears coming out, his teeth and fist clenching out of anger.

“WHY DO I HAVE TO CARE ABOUT THEM?? WHEN THEY DON'T EVEN TRY TO CARE ABOUT ME???” He can't contain his emotions any longer, so he shouts loudly, expressing what he has been feeling all this time.

“HAHAHAHA they don't even think twice before throwing me out of the house so suddenly because they're embarrassed by me...” his voice lowers at the mentioned of the previous event in his life.

“D-do you know how sc-s-scared I was back then?” He's barely whispering right now as more tears flowing out.

“I'm sorry young master for unable to stop that from happening. I come here to inform you about what happened just in case you're worried...” The butler continues.

“BULLSHIT! I DON'T WANT TO LISTEN TO ANY OF IT GET LOST NOWW!! I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR FUCKING FACE ANYMORE” He shouts.

Before the butler can say anything, Jimin slams the door shut. He's so angry. He's currently flowing with so much emotions that he has been keeping by himself all this time. All the grudge, hatred, sadness and sorrow. It flows out.

He doesn't try to calm down. He's not in his right mind, his mental state also contributes to the outburst, making it worst than it should be. He takes the first thing he can see within his sight, which is a vase and throws it to the wall, breaking the beautiful white vase into tiny pieces. Just like in drama scenes, he swipe everything that's on the table and flip it. Thankfully, it's just a small table, so he doesn't get injured during the process. He then runs upstairs into his room, stepping onto the shredded glasses while doing so, and sit in the corner of his own room, crying his eyes out.

After an hour, Jimin finally manage to calm himself down. He stops crying but doesn't have the energy to move. So he stays there, curling into himself. His eyelids feel heavy, which close on its own after a few seconds. He's fast asleep, probably tired after expressing his long kept emotions.

Without realising, it's been a few hours since he has been asleep. It's already the time for Y/n to come home. Jimin doesn't realize the sound of the door opening. Then, when he finally hears Y/n's panicked voice, he tears up again. He misses her, he wants to be comforted but the house is in such a disaster right now. How can he explain himself? He's not ready to tell the truth. So, in order to protect his secret, Jimin lies to Y/n about what actually happened during her absence.

Thankfully, she blatantly believes it. Jimin is relieved due to that. Ahhhh how comfortable and pleasant her hug is. He wants to stay in that position forever. Jimin soon becomes happy again after being offered ice cream by Y/n.

But what he doesn't know is that, he's slowly becoming obsessed with her.