Where am I? I try to sit up, but fail, due to the clingy sheets that are trapping my body. Gawd. I feel like a mummy or something!
I register the shooting pain in my head, and it all comes back. What the hell happened yesterday? I remember waking up late, getting beat up, and... I don't even want to think about it. Wait. I'm not at home.
"Why the hell am I in the hospital!!" I shout, probably a bit too loud. But I have to know! I'm in such a weird mood today. Shouldn't I be with my mum? Where is she, anyway?
About 4 nurses run over to me, clipboards in hand.
"It's ok sweetie, just a little bump on your head, shhh now." One of them comforts me.
"I just want to go home!" I yell, again, way too loud! Ugh. Just leave me alone people!
"Um, we will let you know all about that later, um, right now you just have to get some rest..." Another one of them murmurs. What the hell? Just tell me what's wrong. This is actually going to drive me to insanity soon.
"Please. Just tell me? Is my mum ok?" I'm silently praying in my head. I never pray. Not one single time before. But if anything happened to my mum... I don't even want to think. I just want to lie here. I'm not even sure if I want to know.
The nurses are all hovering over me. They know so something I don't, I'm sure of it. The tall one turns around to face the other, and whispers something. I have to know. I just have to! They're nodding now, as if they're in agreement. I am so confused.
The short fat one walks closer to me, and sits down by my bed. She's holding out her hand as if for me to hold it, but I cant! I don't even know her! Um, this is awkward..
"Um, Amy, sweetheart, we did all we could but.. Your mum passed away last night. She had a heart attack and by the time the ambulance got there, it was too late. We are so sorry, we can get you anything you need, do you want to......" She's still rambling on, but I don't even bother to listen.
'Your mum passed away last night'
The words are ringing through my head, like a bell. I know I can't escape it. This is all my fault. If I hadn't been so mean to her all the time, this wouldn't have happened, she wouldn't have had a heart attack. It's all my fault. It's always my fault. I'm worthless. I mean nothing.
It's my fault!
I am snapped out of my daze by the nurse, who continues on to say
"so Hun, we have sorted out a space for you at the Oak Tree children's home, we know you will be very happy there, they are so nice! You will obviously meet them before..."
I'm gone again. I am going into care. I know I will not last one second. Ughhhh no!!!!!!!! My life is so wrong.
I notice a plate of food in front of me. I leave it untouched. I don't deserve food. Not now, not next week. I guess it's a good thing though! It will help me lose some weight...
I am so alone.
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Teen FictionAmy seems to have lost everything important to her. It's just her and her mum. But when a tragic event occurs, will Amy be able to get back on her feet? Or will Lauren's spiteful ways be too much for her to handle?
