Dark obsessions

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hello  im back with new things for this chapter and toby quit trying to steal mah waffles!!!!

Toby: noooo i love waffles!!
Masky: *mumbles* idiot
Toby: *starts poking masky* hey masky hey masky hey masky hey masky hey masky hey masky hey masky
Masky: noooo *runs away*
Me: ook well u 2 have fun and now to the story!!
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(night time)
Toby wakes up and sees that he is being held in LJ's ams. He gets off the bed and goes to his room. starts searching through his small wooden box and pulls out a blade. Taking the blade dragging it acoss his skin making deep  cuts on his wrist and arms. Bandaging and hiding them from LJ and everyone else here in the mansion. He keeps cutting slightly more deeper with each cut he makes. someone grabs his hand and takes the blade form him.

(toby's pov)
someone grabs my hand takes the blade from me when i turn around i see LJ with an angry look on his face. i look down and refuse to look at him.  I can't stop this obsession with cutting myself. I don't wanna cut anymore but  I just can't stop. I feel tears dripping down my face but then i ran out of the room and out of the mansion. i keep running deeper and deeper into the woods. i can hear LJ calling my name but then i trip and fall face first  to the gorund. I feel LJ pick me up and just hug me tightly to him. I start trying to get free but his grip gets tighter i gave up.

(LJ's pov)
when I woke up I found that toby wasnt there and so i went to his room. I found toby cutting himself but slightly deeper than the other ones. He bandaged up his left arm and went to cut on his other one but I didnt let him cause I grabbed his hand and took the blade from him. He  turned and saw me with a shocked expression on his face but I was angry at him. I saw him look down and then my eyes widen as I saw him crying then he ran out of the room and out of the mansion. I ran after toby calling his name but I see him trip and fall on the ground. I run towards Toby, pick him up and hug him tightly to me. He tries to get free but I just squeeze him tighter and he quits trying.

Toby: im sorry LJ im so sorry I just can't stop cutting. *tears falling down his face faster and harder*

LJ: Ssshhh *strokes toby's head lovingly and gently* its alright im here and ill help you toby. You will give me all of your razorrs and blades tomorrow and I will be keeping my eye on you for a while ok?

Toby: *nods head* ok

LJ: good cause im tired and i wanna sleep so to my room we go waffle boy *teleports into his room with toby and lays on the bed with him* now go to sleep toby

(in LJ's room)
Toby snuggles into LJ before falling asleep forgetting about his goggles and mouthguard being on.
LJ takes off toby's mouthguard and goggles and sets them on his nightstand.

(back to LJ's pov)
I crawl into bed next to Toby and wrap my arm around him securely. Toby snuggled into my chest and i smile widely. He is just so cute and innocent but why would he want to destroy himself for? oh well tomorrow will be a better day. I know what it's like to be lonely and afraid. i close my eyes and fall asleep.

(the next day)
Toby and Lj are in toby's room collecting every single razors and blade that toby has hidden in places.

(toby's pov)
I stand there watching LJ get rid of all my blades and razors or anything I could use to hurt myself with. But I keep questioning why LJ wants to help me. No one ever wants to help me at all because none of the others really care. I blank out and stare into space for about 3 minutes until I see LJ waving his hand oin front of my face.

 Toby: what? *LJ looks at me with a  worried face*

LJ: Are you ok Toby? I think something's wrong with him. he's not even acting like himself anymore.

Toby: Yes im fine LJ!!! *yells accidentally and then sees LJ's hurt face* im sorry I didn't mean to yell at you.
LJ: it's alright i know u didnt *smiles at Toby* now wanna go eat some waffles "i hope this works"

Toby: yes!!! *yells happily and forgetting everything except waffles and LJ*

(LJ's pov)
Yes it worked and now he's happy!!. I grab his hand and walk downstairs to the kitchen and he eats  about 17 waffles im surprised he hasnt gotten fat yet. I'm sitting in the living room eating candy until I loud thud from the kitchen. When i walk in there toby was laying on the floor holding his head. I was concerned about him so kneeled down to him.

LJ: Are you ok Toby? 

Toby: No im not *still holding his head* Voices: he doesnt love u at all. you deseve to die. kill die lash out ur worthless ur useless no one needs you around. death AHHHHHH!!!!!! *screams and starts crying*

i grab toby and hold him while telling him its ok. " it must the voices in his head that he hears or he wouldn't be holding his head or screaming" They can't hurt you toby so please stop crying. he quits crying and looks up at me. I kiss his forehead and pick him swinging him around. he yells for me to put him down but I don't listen.

(toby's pov)
I yell for LJ to put me down but he doesn't listen insteads he suddenly kisses me on the lips. I melt into this kiss cause i was honestly enjoying it. I wrap my arms around his neck and smile. We pull away after a minute and smile at each other. LJ walks upstairs and into his room with me still being in his arms.

LJ? "I need to know if he's just gonna leave me alone just like everyone else or if he's just toying around  with my feelings"
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 comment and tell me what you think about it and thats it for chapter 3

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