Darkness in hearts

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hello  everyone im back again with an all new chapter

Toby: *chasing masky*

Masky: get away from meee toby!!!

Me: idiots *laughing* well here's the story
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(LJ's pov)
I carried toby into my room and then i heard him. LJ? I begin to think something is terribly wrong with him this and i mean very wrong. Yes toby? i look at toby and put him down. Nevermind I hear him say. I don't  say anything to him but I put him on my bed and make him look at me.
Whats wrong Toby? I ask him but i don't get an answer from him.

LJ: Toby tell me pleaase I love you.

Toby: am i just plaything to you?

LJ: *eyes widen but then they soften* no Toby your not a toy and i really do love you more than my candy. I walk over to toby and sit beside him. What makes you think that?

Toby: It's just feels like your gonna use me and then throw me away ike a piece of trash. just like........................ everyone else does *tears up*

LJ: I'm shocked by what hear and my smile drops. Toby i would never do that to you ever. your something very special to me. I pull toby into hug and lay back on my bed pulling him with me.

(toby's pov)
Really you won't? I see LJ nod his head and I hug him tightly. I feel so very tired and sleepy. After a while I look over at LJ and sees that he is asleep. I leaves his room and head to my room but I get pinned up against the wall by Jeff.

What do you want Jeff? *shaking and trying to get free*
Jeff: oh nothing just to ruin your life ticci *signals ben to get  LJ before he kisses toby*

(LJ's pov)
I get woke up by Ben and walk out into the hallway just to see toby kissing jeff. He looks at me with a help me look but i turn away from him and go back into my room. How could he? i thought he loved me.i will trust him again. i hear him knock on my door. i'm so very angry and sad right now so i yell at him.
 GO AWAY!!! YOU DON'T MEAN A THING TO ME TOBY!!!! YOU LIED TO ME I THOUGHT THAT YOU ACTUALLY LOVED ME BUT I WAS WRONG AND I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU ANYMORE SO GOODBYE!!!
I hear Toby walk away from my door and go to his room. I feel tears running down my face so i wipe them away angrily. But maybe what i said was a little to harsh. I'll never tust anyone again.

(toby's pov)
I walk away from Lj's door with tears running down my face. i go into my room and curl up in the corner of the room crying my eyes out. I don't know what to do anymore so i just grab one of my hidden blades and start cutting deeper into my arms again. Whats the piont of even being around anymore. i have no one left, im alone again and not person seems to care anymore. *cuts deeply into his own wrist* LJ is all i can think about and now my vision becomes blurry from the blood loss. i bandage my wrist and lay on my bed crying for hours until i fall asleep.

(the next day)
All day i stay locked up in my room never leaving it or bothering to eat anything. i don't care anymore without LJ i just feel numb. I close my eyes and go to sleep for a few hours. In my sleep i hear my room door open and close. I begin to dream about LJ and how he hates me now. Tears fall down my face and i feel someone wipe them away. LJ my voicce cracked and more tear sfall as i continue to sleep.

(LJ's pov)
Toby hasn't been aound all day or left his room not even to eat. I feel so bad about what i yelled at him. I walk to toby's room. i open up the door  and walk in closing the door behind me. i see him sleeping and then i see his tears fall down his face so i wipe them away. LJ i hear his voice crack making me look at him have more tears fall. I wake up Toby by shaking him slightly. he opens his eyes and sees me before fallling off the bed backing into the corner from me. i stare wide eyed at him for a minute.

Toby?*looking at him* Pulling him into a hug i stroke his hair soothingly. im sorry i said those things to you toby i didnt mean any of it. this was

Toby: you left me alone and made me feel i wasnt worth anything anymore! *cries more*

LJ: *starts to cry with toby* I'm sorry Toby i didnt mean to make you feel like that and your worth everything to me. so please dont leave me toby *hugs toby tighter* I won't leave you alone anymore and i'll always be with you. Please forgive me?

Toby: i forgive you LJ *clinging to LJ* just dont leave me alone anymore

I won't toby i promise *sees the bandage on his wrist* you have been cutting again Toby. I'm sorry i caused you to do that to  yourself. *kisses toby's wrist and hold to his face*

(???'s pov)
it's didnt work ben we need to plan something else

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who could be planning somehing i wonder and thats it for chapter 4


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