𝐒𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐒 || 𝐁𝐀𝐊𝐔𝐆𝐎𝐔 𝐗 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑 𝐗 𝐊𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐌𝐀

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Well, I was asked to update this and Red, but @mindfuvked was the one who had the overall votes. 

Song for the chapter: transparent soul - Willow 

It's been six since you've left your house. Your emotions were completely shot, you were angry, sad, and grieving losing everyone all within a three minute span. Nobody has spoke to you, leaving you to deal with everything all by yourself. It made no sense, it was like everyone took Bakugou's side and are slut shaming you. You had to completely alter your life due to everyone recognizing you on the streets, giving you dirty looks, whispering about you. They even went as far as vandalizing your house, spray painting 'slut' on your yard, house and mailbox. 

Not only did you have to deal with losing your closest friends, but Bakugou's song went viral. He was now hitting over 100 thousand streams, and it didn't take long for people to figure out who you were. He used your name after all. You went private on all of your social medias and set it to where they can't message you. Eijiro blocked you. Mina, Denki, and Sero are ignoring you, and Bakugou is harassing you through posts, promoting his song. He always found your new usernames to tag you in the posts. It got to the point where you debated on running away, leaving your home town and never being seen again. But your mother and father didn't deserve the heartbreak. 

But, you probably didn't even help your case, cause as soon as Bakugou posted on his story you clicked on it. You could feel your eyes start to water when you seen Eijiro by his side. He was just the same, denying the drinks Bakugou offered but still was the life of the party. Bakugou shrugged, taking a swig of the whiskey then pulling Eijiro into a side hug. "Ah, fuck these hoes! Right shitty hair?!" 

"Fuck yeah!" But his words didn't meet his eyes. You knew him like the back of your hand, he could never say something so cruel. But with Bakugou by his side, he would agree to anything, cause Bakugou was good at playing mind games. You've come to terms with that looking back on everything. Bakugou must've been jealous of yours and Eijiro's relationship, and used your moment of weakness to his advantage. You've gone countless of hours of bashing yourself, hating yourself for what you've done. Gone without eating, debated on listening to people online. There were just so many scenarios you went over in your head, it almost made you go crazy. 

But it did in fact, create an anxiety disorder. Now going through zoom to have meetings with your therapist, he's got you on medication that's helped your panic attacks, even made you comfortable enough to step outback, getting some kind of fresh air. You became comfortable enough to help your mother in her garden, or even do your school work outback. But as soon as you see your neighbors come outback too, you went back inside. You reached over to your nightstand, getting one pill and setting it on your tongue, grabbing your juice to take a sip. 

You could tell when you needed to take your next dose, your mind went all over the place, forgetting to breathe due to being stuck in your own head. Then the panic started to set in, sweat forming on your face as your stomach started to churn. Thankfully you caught it before it got worse. 

Clicking on Bakugou's story again, you could see Kiri sitting on a wooden chair, leaning back with his eyes closed. Bakugou was behind him, opening his mouth to pour the whiskey in. He finally convinced him to drink. It made you angry, but what could you do now? You were hated by everyone, and Bakugou was the ring leader of it all. You could hear your old friends in the background, telling Bakugou to stop and to slow down. But he never listened, he always liked being in charge. Everyone had to listen to him, or get strings of verbal abuse until you caved in. He was such a shitty person, and nobody stood up to him. 

Kirishima started to cough, then the video got cut off, probably didn't want to damage his reputation online. He wanted to be seen as a free spirit rocker, not the monster he truly was. You've debated on posting your side of the story, but you didn't want to feed into Bakugou's plan, not like watching his stories didn't give into him enough. You knew he would profit off of your videos somehow, then mix up your words to still make you seem like the bad guy. 

You've come to hate the term bros before hoes, cause only woman were allowed to be the hoe, not the man. The double standard was infuriating, but all you could do wait for the drama to die out. 

You opened up YouTube, planning on playing some kind of background music while you got ready to take a shower when you seen it. 

Katsuki - Kiri Doesn't Know [MV] 

The thumbnail for the music video was a girl, standing in the middle of the crowd. You clicked on the video, a warning popped up, making sure you were eighteen years of age to watch the video. Katsuki, what did you do?! 

The video was filled with NSFW scenes, showing the night that it started, to their most recent. Even Katsuki going as far as getting a plan B in the music video, having the girl take the pill as they fucked. He documented every time we had sex. Then you noticed it, the pictures in the background, videos playing in the background, they were of you. Your naked photos, little snippets of videos he took of you. He's exposing everything about you. 

Your eyes were wide, jaw dropped as you watched the rest of the video. That's it, I'm done. You grabbed your hoodie, pulling it over your head, pulling the strings tight around your face and put the face mask on. Running down the stairs, you slipped your shoes on before running towards Bakugou's apartment. You knew exactly where he was, especially since he didn't sop his groupies from coming over and partying with him. He had no shame, invited everyone over since he now had money for security to protect his belongings. He was such a.. you couldn't even put it into words. 

Opening Bakugou's door, it hit the wall making him turn his head, a smirk appearing on his face. "Oh, so you are alive. I thought you might've ended it."

"Katsuki, what the fuck is your problem? Do you really think you'll get away with exposing me like that? Are you fucking stupid?!"

He laughed in response, holding his hand out to an unknown person, "Babe, come here." you waited a few seconds before a girl, around your height, same built came from around the corner. "Meet Misa, she's a makeup influencer and can make herself look like anybody. If you want proof, she's releasing her makeup tutorial tomorrow showing the downgrade she had to put on." 

You felt your stomach churn, digging your nails into the palm of your hands, "Bakugou, you're just as at fault as I am. You made the first move." you said through gritted teeth, "You've made me out to be a monster, when you were the one pulling the strings all along. You ruined my life, this is the first time I've left my house in months, I've been sent death threats, I've been harassed  for months, I've been diagnosed with an anxiety disorder because of you. Do you have any shame?"

"Do I have any shame? you just barged in my home out of random, accusing me of defemination. Does everything have to be about you Y/N? Did you even think of Eijiro's feelings, cause I have. Yes, I admitted to it in a shitty way I get that. But Eijiro is thankful I took his feelings into consideration and exposed the whore you are."

"Fuck you," your words were venom seeping from your teeth, you looked at Misa, "I know, you don't know me but you deserve better, all of Katsuki's friends do." She let out a tsk, rolling her eyes as she wrapped her arms around his waist. She didn't say a word as she leaned up, pressing her lips to Bakugou's. You could still see the smirk on his face, his eyes meeting yours as he reached around and grabbed her ass a bit harshly. 

"Fucking groupies." you spit, looking at Bakugou's guitar that was hung on the wall. Grabbing it, you lifted it above your head and slammed it down onto the ground. 

"YOU FUCKING BITCH!" Katsuki yelled, pushing Misa away from him as he ran towards you. But you dropped the instrument, running out of his house. You could hear Katsuki's feet pounding behind you, but you knew you could outrun him with the alcohol in his system.  

You knew you had to get back at Katsuki, and with this newfound anger brewing inside of you, you knew you had to try your best to get everyone to see the true monster he was.