Miss Felicity Salvatore (A Vampire diaries Fan Fiction) IN EDIT

'this is what it has come to ?'

I just want to get this chapter up I will give a reason later on all sorry anyway enjoy xxx

Felicity POV

"GIVE A LITTLE TIME TO ME A PROMISE I WILL PLAY HIDE AND SEEK TO TURN THIS AROUND . ALL I WANT IT THE TASTE OF YOUR LIPS ON MINE , MAMA MA MA I . GIVE ME LOVE !........"

Give me love by ed sheeran was bursting out of me Ipod speakers . As i pranced around the room getting ready for school . I was wearing my purple floral dress , that flowed at the waist but not revealing to much of my legs . And even if it did Damon or Stefan would proberly yell at me to take it off .

I was screaming out the lyrics in my room Dancing around while getting ready . Then Rachel appeared in my door way , smiling at me .

"What's got you so hyped up?" She asked

"Oh nothing i havent attacked anyone in about 24hours and counting . Not to mention i had a good night sleep and i feel happy do i always need a reason ?" i replied.

she tilted her head to the side glancing at me . "Well in your case of diognasis ..... yes . But i am pretty sure none of the above amount up to what your really hapy for . It rymes with Kisstiphor and ends in willams ." she smiled

Making me smile and through my pillow at her , as she leaves to room .

"That may have small impacted on my mo-" i say and cut myself of in a gasp as i turned around . The one person i would never imagine there .

"Felicity" she whispers reaching out to me then disapearing .

"Mom ?" i asked turning around .

Then she is standing right in front of me . Her skin pale white , the bags under her eyes seep into her skin .Her reflection not how i remember her , not the angel i always looked up to . The lady that had lovely Black hair flowed down her back in tight ringlits . Whos long eyelashes always complected her Blue eyes .

But the person that stood before me was the complete oposite a shadow of complete horror . Face face that woud make children wake up crying and screaming in a nightmare .

I close my eyes "Your not real ...your not real ..." i kept reapeting over over again until i actually belived the words that were coming out of my mouth . then i finally plucked up the courage to open my eyes . but she was gone , i was actually about to believe the words i wanted to . A sigh of relieve went over me .

But i thought to soon , i turned around and she was sanding in the corner .

"You Need Me ..." she whispered in a horse voice .

My insticed immediatly told me to run for the door and get out of here so i followed them . Guess she was one step ahead of me . The door slamed shut . I begain to kick and slam at the door trying to get free , i begain shaking the door handle .

"LET ME GO !" i yell screaming and falling to the floor .

i looked up to see she was no where . I began to stand up tears running down my face i walked around the room .

"why do i ?" i whispered frightened i waitied a while to fnd no reply i honsetly felt pretty stupid . trying to talk to my dead mum then again i am a vampire .

"Can you hear me ? WHY do i need you ?" i said louder this time for anyone to hear .

And as if she had been waiting for it she appeared in front causing me to stumble backwards falling onto my desk chair . She looked down at me observinly .

"I believe you already know the answer to that question . " she said as if discused by my face .

"what have i done wrong that could make you hate me soo much ?" i ask trying to keep it plain and simple .