Miss Felicity Salvatore (A Vampire diaries Fan Fiction) IN EDIT

Am i dying ?

Dear diary ,

so you could so my life was turning into hell on earth. but the things is if i am well dying what should i do . i mean we havent found the moon stone yet . and not for me to jinx a already bad situation but , i am dying ? 

Felicity's POV 

"So has stefan found the all importent moon stone yet? " Rachel asked walking into the kitchen . meanwhile i was sitting on the breakfast bar table ,eating an apple . "well they have gone to get it today , by gone to get it i guessed trying" i say taking another bite of my apple . Straught after i said that Damon walked in " you know -"  he says taking the apple out of my hands and bitting into it "HAY!" . "you should really have more hope towards stefan . i know he is Stefan and all , but he has potenioal " Damon said . this made me laugh "yes thats why i asked him about the moon stone . Because he has knowlege too. " i smle . he looked hurt and i took this as my opotunity to take my apple back . "well two shay " he whispers to me while smirking . But i could still see than something eles was on his mind . 

"Errmm  Rachel how about you see if Lois wants to meet us at school?" i ask . She could tell this was a sign for her to get out of the room . "yeah i sure " she says leaving the room and going Vampire speed up to her room . 

Then Damon imediatly looked at me in the eyes .And from spending years with my brother , seeing him in all his moods . See him go through all the heart break over Katherine . then when he got over it anger, happiness and guilt . I have officialy seen him in all his highs and his lows . And this look in his eyes now i could tell he was feeling complete and utter guilt and confusion.This made me feel even bad for keeping stuff from him . and all this just came tumbling down infront of me . The wall i manged to build ,  to keep all the feelings that i have felt these last few days inside me . Damon noticed this and held out his arms for me , i didnt take a second look and went straight into them . For some reason i didnt care about what Damons reaction would be towards i was telling him , i just ended up telling him everything .

we were now on the floor infront of the mantle piece , with hot chocolates . I sipped mine allowing the warmth from it to burn on my tonugh . and for the flavour to sooth it . "Why didnt you tell me ?" he asked . How could i tell my brother that i was scared of what he would do . that i was scared of what he would do to Christiphor . The person that i was suppose to hate . but cared about what would happen to him . "And you went to Stefan of all people " he says , sounding quite hurt. "I'm sorry it's just hard for me to just go up to ou and say . Hi damon i liked this boy turned out he was an Asshole so i never want to see his face again . Oh and i am dying ? " i say sarcastically ."You are not dying not on my watch " Damon said ."No matter what you say if we dont distroy it before Klaus does i am toast " i say . i look down at my lap " mum said i have a month that i have a month and that month is alomost up " i whisper . 

At that moment as if right on cue Stefan walked in . "You found the moon stone Little bro ?" Damon asked standing up and walking over to him . "Yes i have infact "he said smiling at me . "Really ?" i asked as shocked as Damon."Yes me , Bonnie and jermey went and unlocked the tomb , we got the moon stone from katherine . And silled the tomb back up " stefan said while sittin down on the sofa . "So where is it now ?" damon asked . "well bonnie has got it she is going to take it to her friend Luka to help distroy it " stefan says . " And you are sure this is going to work ?" i ask . "Certain" Stefan said . "Well if thats all sorted -" i stood up from the floor . "Rach!" i called up stairs she came down in less then 2 seconds flat with her school bag . " We have school to get to . " i say "Bye love ya "  i say as me and Rachel both walk towards the front door . Then Damon stopped in front of us before we left . "And you are sure your can deal with this today ?" he asked ."Possitive i have deal with it sooner or later " i say smiling he returned it . And stepped out of the way allowing us to go . "Pick you two up at say 3 ?" He asked . "SURE!" i replied skipping out the door twoards the bus stop . I was happy that all this mess was finnaly over .