(Mike Fuentes) A Song For Isabelle

AM I GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU

I woke in a familiar space. Kinda forgetting its a small space I sat up and hit my head. "FUCKING MOTHER FUCKER",I fell out the bunk and look back up on it and fliped it off "fuckin asshole", I mumbled underneath my breath. "You ok babe" I heard mike call out. Well that was a stupid question I mean seriously if you hear your girlfriend scream a bunch of curse words and your hear a loud thud, do you think im ok. It's to early for this shit,"YEA SURE I JUST HIT MY HEAD AND FELL IM PERFECTLY FINE, NO YOU FUCKTARD IM NOT OK." My heart dropped as soon as yelled at him. "Opp someone didn't sleep well". I looked up to see a giant in front of me with his hand out. I grabbed it and he yanked me makeing me go off the ground. No I didn't sleep well I was up all night thinking about what you think of me, if im good enough or if I'll ever be, I said in my head just wanting to cry. I didn't eat all day and the others even brought tacos and they tried to feed them to me, but my eating habbits aren't all that good. We got the bus fixed It was just a few hours. After that we hit the road again. We finally made it to California. We stopped at a house and Rae started to freak out and squeal. "Dude calm the fuck down whos house is it anyway", "izzie its BLACK VEIL BRIDES' HOUSE!!!!" We all went outside and CC came out and greeted us and Andy instantly reconized Rae. "Hey its Rae right" he said in deep voice. I had to admit they looked so much hotter in person and no makeup on, and his deep voice gave me a shiver down my spine I could see it did the same to Rae I saw goosebumps forming on her skin. "Uh yea thats right" she said. Ashley came out and I just wanted to kiss him. My most band crushes are Mike,Tony,Ashley purdy,and Oli sykes. "What are you guys doing out here c'mon in" we went inside and talked , had drinks . I sat down by myself on the couch in the corner. I was thinking , just so many things running through my brain would anyone ever love me. I was fighting back my tears, and the urge to search for a blade so I closed my eyes to keep them hidden and put in my earphones, I put Savior on repeat because it all just came crashing down, I have so many problems that its not fair to others. I started welling up , I couldn't help but cry. I just wanted to die. I ripped out my earphones and threw my phone on the couch, not realizing how much I was crying I saw all eyes on me. So I botled out the door, I ran I just kept running not looking back just forward, cars slamed their breaks barely missing me. I ran until I couldn't anymore. I found my self under a tree. I screamed out "PLEASE JUST TAKE ME, IM READY ,IVE BEEN READY just please please take me away". I heard a familar deep voice "izzie, izzie where are you". I couldn't awnser just cry. I saw a tall figure in front of me. All I could say was "I wanted to meet my hero's who saved me from myself". I saw tears forming In his eyes as he picked me up. "You know you can't run from me, its impossible, IM BATMAN" I giggled with sobs in between "Fuck your gazelle legs" we both laughed but I began crying harder because I never thought Andy Biersack would be my actual savior at this moment. After a minute or so and we saw Mike looking for us. He came running.......

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