(Mike Fuentes) A Song For Isabelle

SHE'S MINE

MIKE'S POV
"Hey jaim-time you seen izzie" "yea I saw her go back to the bunks" I started walking when I heard talking
"Hey miss lady what are up to"
" You ever just wanted to be held and not talk just lie there knowing your safe."
"looks like someone need a turtle hug"
I stayed there for a second when I heard shuffling. I walked back to the lounge and got out a bottle of Jack. I mean this is the only way I don't feel.
Flashback
" hey mike you up"
"Yea"
"got any ideas for the next line in props in mayhem"
"Uh how about does it even make a difference when im sober I feel pain"
"Yea that's good"
I stood up and grabbed a beer and went to my bunk. I can't believe she cheated on me. She fucking cheated on me.
Flashback over
Is it me or does everything thing I touch turn to ash. I can't be with her she deserves so much better. I fucking don't deserve her. Im just fuck up and I don't wish that on anyone.
IZZIE'S POV
"HOW COULD YOU FUCKING DO THIS TO ME TONY" I woke up to yelling. "MAN ITS NOT LIKE THAT I WOULD NEVER FUCKING DO THAT TO YOU" Tony said while backing up."YOU KNOW WHAT I DON'T EVEN FUCKING CARE HAVE HER BECAUSE SHE OBIVIOSLY WANTS YOU" mike said with slurred words. I got up out of the bunk "mike baby calm down whats going on." I said trying to sooth him. "Whats going on? What going on I come back to see you laying with Tony I mean if your just gonna sleep around with all of us you might as well get off the fucking bus" he said as he was grabbing my arm pushing me towards the door. I was on the verge of crying and I don't even see Jaime. "MIKE STOP PLEASE BABY STOP, ITS NOT LIKE THAT I DON'T EVEN LIKE TONY LIKE THAT." He stared at me then let go of me and left the bus instead.
I ran to my bag in the back and went straight to the bathroom. I grabbed blade from deep inside my bag taped under my shoes I don't wear. I forced my wrist up. And it all felt better again. It all went away. The smooth feel of the metal pinching my skin as it ran across it. I got into the tub. I know we can't use the water much , I stripped until I was in my underwear and bra. I let the water slowly run trying to make it be as little as possible . I grabbed my blade and move to my ankles and then my hips.
I heard someone come in but I didn't bother to look up."izzie look at me,love look at me" there was only one person who called me that. I looked up at Vic, he grabbed my hand and stood me up, wrapped a towel around me and took me to the bunk area he pulled out some clothes"Tony get in here" "what's s uuupp......oh shit" all I did was stare straight ahead they lifted my arms and put one of Mike's shirts over me. They turned around as I changed my boy underwear. So much blood on them, so much where I cut my hips. I sat down and they helped me into some plaid pajama pants. Vic knelt down, and took my wrist "Tony what fuck happed between you guys" he said with anger but sadness "we were talking for a second and she looked kinda down so I offered a hug and she layed next to me and fell asleep thats all". "Do swear that's all that happened" "That is all". "Go find Mike and tell him to come back."
Tony left so it was just me and Vic. "Why , you could've came straight to me I am here for you we all are." I turned around in the bunk. I couldn't stand it
The smell of mike on my chest on my my back. "Sing to me" he chuckled then began Hold On Til May. ******hours later******
I still havet heard anyone come back and I still haven't moved, as Vic continues to sit next to me and rub my back. I finally heard the door open and footsteps shuffling. I didn't want to turn around because I'm afraod of it being someone other than Mike.
Vic got up but I was frozen.
VIC'S POV
"Who are you calling" I said to Mike......
"Hey pops I need it"
"I can't take it anymore I-I"
"Mike , no you know what the doctors said" he looked at me "Fuck off"
"Pops I need to ill be there tomorrow I need it please"
" No do you know what happened to her as soon as you left" I grabbed him she was frozen on the bed she hasn't moved since. I grabbed her arm and she didn't fight back I showed him her cuts. "Do you fucking see this." I pulled doen the hem if her pants to where she cut here hips. He sighed and walked off. This shit pisses me off. I went to to sit down and pulled Mike's blankt over her.
MIKE'S POV
I went up to our driver. "Hey were going to pops place." "Ok we might get there a little past noon" "yea thats fine" I went back to thelounge and slept there.