ed from a teenager's view

Chapter 1 (tw: ed)

His pov:

I watched as Lyla waited for Azail at the school doors again. To be honest I don't really get what she sees in her, I mean, she's gorgeous, skinny, hot and a lot more. She's just an ugly fatty with acne and 3 different outfits she never changes. I bet she's with her out of pity, or she doesn't dare to leave her. I'm hot, sporty and I have abs. I'm literally anything a girl could ask for, and still Lyla broke up with me and hangs out with Azail. At least that's what it seems like to me. I see her eating with her in the school cafeteria again. I don't understand why Azail eats so much all the time. I mean, can't she see that she's already fat? She doesn't need to eat that much. "Leave some food for the others too" I shout at her with the boys nudging on me . Lyla looks at me mad. I don't know why, and to be honest, I don't really care either.

 Today I saw her  walk inside the school and wait for the fatty to come. I watched as the boys came to my way and we headed inside as well, her giving me a disgusted look. I don't get it. I bet Azail has told Lyla something bad about me again. But it's alright. I'll comfort her about it later. She's been weirdly quiet today. Usually she's very loud and laughs a lot. Not that I cared anyway. I saw them enter the cafeteria walking very close to each other. I was surprised when I saw her carrying an almost empty tray. On her plate was barely anything. Maybe she has finally realized what she looks like and decided to change. I've also been hearing Azail talking about how she needs to do at least 3 workouts today because she ate a whole chocolate bar last week. Lyla's  clearly getting worried about her.  She messaged me later tonight, telling me how i shouldn't have been that mean to Azail and how i need to apologise her and blahblahblah

She didn't come to school today. I was supposed to apologise for the things I said to her. Well, too bad for her, I guess now I don't have to. Lyla looked some kind of mix of shocked, mad and worried when she realized Azail wasn't going to come to school. I'm really getting worried. She hasn't come to school in days. I've started to notice the eyebags under her  eyes growing day by day after Azail stopped coming to school. In fact, they've been growing since she stopped eating. Lyla really cared about her. I'm not mean. I'm just jealous. 

her pov

I haven't eaten in days. Last night i saw the numbers had dropped to 2 digits.  I'm some kind of proud. I know i shouldn't be. He probably hasn't even realized I'm not at school. nobody probably has. He doesn't understand he's not the only one i hear those words from. 

"you're getting fat" "you should go out more" "she eats so much" "ugly" "stop eating for once" "everybody hears when she's coming" "have you tried losing weight"

My parents have been yelling more than usual lately.  probably plannin on divorce again, then drinking a little more, forgetting, loving and then getting mad again. At least they're happy I'm losing weight. But they're not happy, In fact, they haven't even realized. I need to go to school. But I mean, it's better than getting yelled at for 9 hours everyday. Shit. Dad's drunk with his frineds again. Gotta hurry. I throw some random sweats and a shirt on from the floor and take my hair clip from the counter. I got to school in time. First time this year. I see him looking at me like he just saw a ghost. Thats odd. He looks kind of.. worried wich i don't understand why. It's not like he cares. 

AUTHORS NOTE/// hello guyss if ur reading this ummhhhuirhiernf idk what ur doing here but this is mostly short ones and ed stuff 

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