Bee duo one shots

Am Happy yet? (Bee duo)

Tubbo felt like recently all he had been doing was hiding. Hiding his feelings, hiding his pain, hiding the truth. But how do you tell your best friend that you are so in love with him, it hurts? How do you tell him that the only relief you feel from the constant feeling of hurt and rejection comes from slicing open your skin? How could he possibly tell him that the thought of eating makes him feel sick? Tubbo stared blankly at the mirror before looking at his arm and watching the blood drip down into the sink, a cynical smile making its way onto his face. Tubbo doesn't know why he keeps this hobby a secret,, but the thought of anyone knowing makes him feel shame in the pit of his stomach. Tubbo startles at the sound of a knock on his door and start to trying to quickly clean up his arm. "Tubbo you in their" ranboo asks sounding concerned. "Appears so" Tubbo said trying to sound casual how the fuck did he make so many cuts, "why are you back so early boss man" Tubbo asked quickly throwing out the soiled paper towels and razor. "I've been goon for two hours Tubbo" ranboo says, sounding more concerned. Tubbo quickly wraps up his arm, hoping that will do until he can thoroughly clean his arm, he opens the door with a fake smile on his face. "How was the vlog boo" ranboo flushes like he always does at the use of the nickname. "Scaring, it's your turn next" ranboo says with a teasing glint in his eye. "Haha" Tubbo says sarcastically before trying to brush past him. *wait* ranboo said looking down at Tubbo s arm confused Tubbo froze staring at Ranboo holding his breath "do you have ketchup on your sleeve ranboo asked looking at the dry blood on Tubbo Sleeve. Tubbo let on a nervous chuckle, wanting to be in his room. Ranboo lightly grabbed his arm to get a closer look, and Tubbo could not help letting out a hiss of pain. Ranboos eyes widened almost comically are you hurt" why would I be hurt, boss man Tubbo asked trying to brush off the question immediately knowing that was the wrong thing to do when ranboos eyes narrowed? Why would you hide the fact that you are hurt, you always going into a weird amount of detail about your body? Tubbo tried to back track and said its nothing, just a small cut. Let me see, ranboo said his normal anxious persona Waring with his need to make sure his friend was okay. I'm fine, boss man Tubbo said trying to get out of the stupid situation he has put himself in but when he saw the determination in ranboos eyes he sighed in defeat and started rolling up his sleeve, "don't judge me to harshly he whispered not able to meet ranboos eyes. Tubbo half expected ranboo to leave and was surprised when ranboo let out a gasp and took Tubbo hand, dragging him into the bathroom. "Sit ranboo said in a stern voice Tubbo stared at him confused until ranboo started pressing a washcloth to his arm to stop the bleeding "what are you doing Tubbo couldn't stop himself from asking. "Stopping the bleeding, ranboo said in a croaky voice. Tubbo scoffed and said I meant why are you helping me. Ranboo gave Tubbo a look "Tubbo you're my best friend did you really think I would just walk away with you bleeding. Tubbo stared at him confused "I just don't understand why you care ranboo started wrapping up his arm "do you think you need stitches he asked in a stiff voice "no Tubbo replied feeling pathetic. Ranboo gave him a small smile and grabbed his hand leading him out of the bathroom and to his bed, he sat on the bed and patted the spot next to him Tubbo sat down stiffly waiting for whatever ever ranboo was going to say to him. Ranboo just put an arm around his shoulders and said, "we can talk about it if you want, I'm here for you bee". All of the arguments Tubbo had been making up in his mind came to a halt, and Tubbo tried to force back the tears that welled up in his eyes. But they quickly spilled over when ranboo pressed a soft kiss to his forehead, I love you bee he whispered. Tubbo turned and hugged ranboo fully letting himself cry for the first time in a while. He wasn't okay yet, but knowing ranboo was there for him was a start.